So I have Everclears "I will buy you a new life" stuck in my head. I like that song. I wish someone would sing it to me and mean it.
Um I have plenty to say but I guess I won't on here. Ill go write in my private journal like an 11 year old...giggling and scribbling. I am feeling much better. I really dig... Read More
So this being sick has been kicking my ass, I may finally be feeling kinda better. But I usually do feel better in the late afternoons/evening and like SHIT in the morning. We will see.
As uneventful as this weekend was and considering i spent it sick, it was good. I've had a new reason to smile which is fantabulous. I am a very hopeful... Read More
Maybe I could be that someone that helps you be a better person than you were yesterday; maybe you could be that for me. Maybe my smile will fill the void inside; maybe your's will bring out mine. Maybe I could be the one to tell you the world isn't ending as your walls fall down all around; maybe you could help me pick the... Read More
Ive had so much on my mind lately. gah.
Well My brother is in my hometown until the 30th. And I am very torn as to whether I should bother going home to see him. He will be going back to Iraq for the 4th time, hence why he is home for now. I haven't talked to him in over a year and a half... Read More
All I can think about lately is Burma. I can't get this country on the coast out of my mind.
I want to free Aung San Suu Kyi and liberate Burma. And I feel so small, and then I think of Aung San; an unsung hero. This is the first time in a long time that i have really been passionate about something and... Read More
I had been to the cemetery several times by the time I was thirteen, mostly with all the wrong intentions. My friends and I would sneak in at night, sometimes just to hang out and feel the rush of being in a mysterious place all alone, knowing we weren't supposed to. I was always drawn to the cemetery and its mystical surroundings, and... Read More
I was waiting for a cross-town train in the London underground when it struck me
That I've been waiting since birth to find a love that would look and sound like a movie
So I changed my plans and rented a camera... Read More
we are all lonely at times, something i know all too well.
It's been harder and harder for me to hide how emo i've been getting lately.
And you are far from pathetic.
Man, I need to write blogs more often because here I am with so much to say, not enough time and unsure of where to start.
I am so overwhelmed. A few days before I moved to Illinois I had honestly contemplated calling Donny and telling him I couldn't do the move and running straight back to Alex. I sat many a times, phone in... Read More
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I've tried to capsulize a feeling
I've wished the time would stop
Beautiful Creature leaves me
Devestated
He leaves me every time
Wanting something more from this
Life that's overrated
Leaves me with a feeling of
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Down into the depths of what i've become
Soon somethings got to give
Because i've been giving this my all... Read More
After a hard day of work
What a pleasure to discover
Such a pretty smile on chat
After this day of work
What a pleasure to hear
Such a good voice on chat
Then after working
This discovering
So charming
So blazing
To me...
Inspired me that poetry
Simple as it is
Her eyes so deep
Make me feel
Like an albatros in the sky
So free and high...
I just wanna thank Mavenist
To be part of my friend's list.
and saw Toadies. The first band rocked too.
Until then...