fuck.
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Where there is no keeping of time
Just a feeling of ecstasy that's taking over me
Excitement in the silence
Who will break this holiness
Who's the first to make a noise?
Just a feeling of ecstasy that's taking over me
Excitement in the silence
Who will break this holiness
Who's the first to make a noise?
skullgrid:
well that's cryptic but i'm willing to bet you'll be the one who goes off first 
I hate packing. Who wants to work a 10 hour day and then pack... egh. Not me.
I am very ready to move though.
I paid some moolah on my credit card and tomorrow I will be sending my uncle a check to pay off what i borrowed from him and I will FINALLY be paying a speeding ticket that I got when driving through...
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I am very ready to move though.
I paid some moolah on my credit card and tomorrow I will be sending my uncle a check to pay off what i borrowed from him and I will FINALLY be paying a speeding ticket that I got when driving through...
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toez:
big city? was that a joke? ^
phase_mc:
time are crazy
Im very happy today. Tired now though. I have to be up QUITE early tomorrow too...egh and will be working all weekend.
But things are coming together. I will be moving on the 20th to Petaluma! Sweetness! And ill even have the money to do it, yay. And to buy some xmas gifts thank goodness.
Hopefully I will have the money to spend the weekend...
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But things are coming together. I will be moving on the 20th to Petaluma! Sweetness! And ill even have the money to do it, yay. And to buy some xmas gifts thank goodness.
Hopefully I will have the money to spend the weekend...
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lego_:
I'll bear that in mind for my next holiday/move/escape plan... 
sofatron:
en joy moving to petaluma.
I heard there are wild bears there.
I heard there are wild bears there.
I had an emotional weekend but overall a good one.
Tattooeddad71 is in ICU again but from what i know of my last update he is in stable condition. So, i've been a mess over that; crying and what not.
I did go see jaybo and like always that was fantabulous and he sure does a good job at cheering me up!
Had my interview...
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Tattooeddad71 is in ICU again but from what i know of my last update he is in stable condition. So, i've been a mess over that; crying and what not.
I did go see jaybo and like always that was fantabulous and he sure does a good job at cheering me up!
Had my interview...
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toez:
we had fun too girlie, but no more drinking games for me! i like memories, non-memories are fuzzy
justanotherwon:
yesssss
I can't wait for it to be tomorrow.
I don't actually have anything of worth to say... To be honest I was just tired of looking at my last blog each time I was on my page. So this is more for me than for you
Last night I watched Run Lola Run without the subtitles. It was the first time I had watched it...
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I don't actually have anything of worth to say... To be honest I was just tired of looking at my last blog each time I was on my page. So this is more for me than for you
Last night I watched Run Lola Run without the subtitles. It was the first time I had watched it...
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rubyfoo:
Thank you for your awesome comment on my photos / set....i wish i had a guy i was falling for....and I am itching to get some more piercings....I actually listened to Good Charlotte, yep, earlier today....
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toez:
i honestly remember barely ANYTHING. seriously Jeff and I were trying to recall what happend, and all I could remember was chicky laying the carpet on baseketball...
i really hate that though.
i really hate that though.
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marcus707755:
Your face is sooo cute.
mavenist:
Taken by Alex
it is good to be happy again.I had a very very good last few days. Wed evening I drove to tattooeddad71's house and stayed the night. The next day was turkey day and I stuffed my face with AWESOME food that his wife cooked so I cant complain; and I colored my hair...yes, AGAIN. I do realize one day it is all going...
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toez:
ps, my phone is currently incapacitated...so if you text or call (even accidently lmao) i will not get it.
skullgrid:
i'm sure all the amazingness you were viewing as you said it muddled your mind for at least a split second
Im having a great last few days. I will write more later
Hope everyone had as good of a thanksgiving as I did. <3
Hope everyone had as good of a thanksgiving as I did. <3
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xbradx:
Thanks! Yes you did tell me so, but at that point, i was too busy wallowing in self-doubt and self-loathing to pay any attention.
Right now, even with some looming uncertainty to my financial and housing future, thanks to my relationship with KiwiFroot i still feel like the luckiest guy alive and have actually been extremely happy on a daily basis(shocking, i know! ).
And I know the same will happen for you.
Right now, even with some looming uncertainty to my financial and housing future, thanks to my relationship with KiwiFroot i still feel like the luckiest guy alive and have actually been extremely happy on a daily basis(shocking, i know!
). And I know the same will happen for you.
jay_:
Glad you are enjoying yourself, happy belated turkey day! 
"I will lose my shit if even one more person I know dies, so please don't die"
Eric I can not get you out of my head. I hate everyday that you are gone. I miss you and I was so young when you decided to leave but what we had was..... well you know and youre the only person that will ever know.
I...
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Eric I can not get you out of my head. I hate everyday that you are gone. I miss you and I was so young when you decided to leave but what we had was..... well you know and youre the only person that will ever know.
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toez:
*hugs*
Quick update?
Well I did tell the bosses i am quiting so theoretically Jan 1st I will be living in Petaluma or the whereabouts.
I am anxious and slightly stressed and the time can't pass quickly enough.
I miss the boy bunches... ill see him 2 weekends from now.
The more we talk the more fantastic he becomes..........
I dont know what im going to...
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Well I did tell the bosses i am quiting so theoretically Jan 1st I will be living in Petaluma or the whereabouts.
I am anxious and slightly stressed and the time can't pass quickly enough.
I miss the boy bunches... ill see him 2 weekends from now.
The more we talk the more fantastic he becomes..........
I dont know what im going to...
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classy_:
wanna move in with me? i need a roommate and you seem kinda rad.
toez:
oh i try to rock, not as easy as it looks lol
can't wait to see you btw...should be a fun time hope you like turkey dinner!
can't wait to see you btw...should be a fun time
hope you like turkey dinner!I hate coming back to reality and leaving that high of being around someone that just gets you in all the right ways. It was lonelier last night and i still smelled you all over my clothes and bed...
But it won't be too long till I see you again.
Alex (the ex) wrote me a long drunk and unappreciated Myspace message. Ya...THAT message. The...
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But it won't be too long till I see you again.
Alex (the ex) wrote me a long drunk and unappreciated Myspace message. Ya...THAT message. The...
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towelxcore:
thanks... im just stressing major.
xbradx:
Thanks, it feels good to be happy again, despite the distance we're both dedicated to making this work. It's going to be awhile before either of us would be able to move, but with the price of oil coming back in line, airfare or just driving won't be too bad to deal with for the near future, and we feel like worth the effort.
And good luck with the move! Hope things work out up there!
And good luck with the move! Hope things work out up there!
what's up?