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went on a little rant in my last entrie. i think i was a bit harsh there, oh well, nevermind. not had the best week realy. but im geting better. the boiler stoped working in my house. so no hot waterfor a cople of days. i didnt find haveing a cold shower dose what people say it dose. + not heating, i've been fucking freezing.

I think trials make me stronger. i try and come out of bad situashions taking what good i can. learing what to do and not to do. most of the time trying not to fuck up in the same way. trying my best to be positive. like now, i think, mmmmm bit of a ruff patch. but what can i be thankfull for? like, i could not have icecream, fags or booz.

so as for the covited song of the week. well i think i ramed enuf AFI down your throte. this week it's from jimmy eat world, the songs called pain. hears the lyrics so you can seen why

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.

[Chorus]
It's a lie. A kiss with open eyes
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Nevermind these are hurried times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Everytime I quit

Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.

[Chorus]

I can't let it bother me.

It takes my pain away.

[Chorus]

film of the week is The punisher

Quote of the week is "In the desert of your mind camels teeth are hard to find" something random i once said. and still as random.

any coments on the hair?
so far one persons unshure, got to get used to it. one persons said its better. and i've been told i look like this serial killer, thug and a criminal. so mixed there.


<3 u all