maude

blame my last post on the rum. i didn't even have much (though the rum and coke tasted suspiciously like rum and NO coke). i shouldn't drink the stuff. it makes me weird...like, gives me promiscuous thoughts and stuff. i don't like that feeling because i can't do anything about it (at least i manage to stay in control in that sense) and then i just feel awful and lonely afterwards. i just wanted to try and enjoy the metal show. i was only there because my friend, the rhythm guitarist, told me to come and i never hang out with him anymore. there were some really annoying groupies, but the band was great. i feel old when i say this, but i think they'd be much better if their singer wasn't screaming and growling all the time. i like real singing and understandable vocals. all of the musicians are fantastic, though. i've known them since high school (junior high in the bassist's case, and elementary in the drummer's) and they're all really nice, dedicated guys. but i would rather have been at a hiphop show or something.

my computer broke and that's why i wasn't here for about a month. i didn't want to visit the site on my dad's laptop. i'm sure you understand. i have a shiny new computer now, though. i like it lots.

i'm disappointed in the most recent sets, though. i'm going to have to spend some quality time with them but most just seem so...blah. but i like everything to be insanely intense. i once said to a coworker (regarding my taste in music, and other things) "i want it to slap me in the face and say HEY, I'M AWESOME!!!" when i don't like something, i tend to trashtalk it a lot, but if i love something then i won't shut up about it, either.

speaking of which, i am currently in love with the movie From Dusk Till Dawn. i've made it a personal goal to memorize the whole thing. it's going well so far.