maude

i seriously, honestly miss grocery shopping. i mean i just went, but i only bought like $15 worth of stuff; just cereal and stuff that only i eat. when i first started living with my boyfriend, i'd get home from work and he'd be at his class so i'd get high and go grocery shopping. not because it gave me the munchies, but because it was just fun. i enjoy grocery shopping, even with a really tight budget, because it's like a game to see how big of a variety of delicious but semi-healthy things you can buy with a limited amount of money. when my boyfriend and i would shop together, we'd always have an almost-fight in every other aisle (we don't have real fights, we're weird/sickening like that). but we'd also go really late, like an hour or two before the store closed, so we'd get much better service at the deli and stuff since we were pretty much the only ones there.

fuuuuck i can't WAIT to move out and be freeeee again, and this time with enough money to hopefully pay for absolutely everything. even more money (that i didn't have to work 40 hours a week for) would be fantastic, so i could be a housewife (or housegirlfriend, or whatever). i'm good at the retail thingy, but i would much much rather be at home baking cookies and stuff like that.