mattybat

kiss me kiss me kiss me
your tongue is like poison
so swollen it fills up my mouth

love me love me love me
you nail me to the floor
and push my guts all inside out

get it out get it out get it out
get your fucking voice
out of my head

i never wanted this
i never wanted any of this
i...
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another holiday, another day passed. it doesn't even feel like christmas this year. i think that it's better when you have someone. and new years, wow! another year has passed, no different from the rest. i wanna meet people and go out and stuff...

happy holidays!!!!

yeah, i don't think anyone reads this so...things have been busy and stressful but that's just how life is. the semester's almost over. finally, now dig-o and i could work more on our music. the love life sucks, ahaahahahaha. gurls are confusing...

the holiday season has arrived and it's the most depressing time when you're alone. i love someone but she is weird and confused about things. i would love to spend x-mas and new years with her again but i doubt it. she has not shown me any hope that things will get better...

today was cool. i wish it was windy, when the wind goes through my plugs it makes a cool sound. i'm a little tired, i actually worked my full eight hours today, never done that before!!!!! ahahahahaha!!!! i think i'm gonna watch alice in wonderland, cops get's kinda boring after a while. turkey day is almost here!!!! can't wait!!!

it's a saturday night and i'm sitting here bored on my ass...waiting for people to call me. call me!!!! lately i've ben craving a big ass hamburger, ohh yeah!!!!

well hello. still new to this site and not sure how everything works. i'll figure it out soon though...