don't you hate it when you feel you're hurting more than the other person in the relationship? they say to you that "you think this is easy for me don't you?" yeah i do think this is easy for you cause you seem to not show like you care. sorry i'm rambling on. i'm hurting and it sucks. i haven't talked to her since friday and it kills me. i don't know what's going on with her, if she's met someone else, if she's okay. i constantly looked at my phone the whole weekend to see if i got a call. what makes it harder is that her phone is off. fuck don't you miss me? i can't stop thinking about you and it sucks. . .i miss you and love you. 
