mattybat

i see a lot of gurls on here that are the ideal type of gurl that i'd go for and that i could see myself with, eventually after getting to know them of course. hehehe. but i can never seem to get the gurls that i want. why is that so? i mean, i want a really beautiful gurl whom is everything i want. but i can never seem to find that, or come across that when meeting gurls. i want the butterflies, i want the fast heart palpatations, i want that excitement of the first kiss and have it be totally unexpected. but maybe i just not need to expect anything right? expect the unexpected, whether good or bad.