mattybat

screw it. my luck with gurls is getting shitty again. i give up for now. if i meet someone who is so awesome and we click then that's cool. but for now, it doesn't seem like it will happen. hell yeah, santa barbara next weekend! can't wait

okay, so my last crush on here didn't work. and i didn't have much luck with the gurl that i was talking to. so...i kinda have another crush. i met her on here and she's on myspace so that's awesome. we chatted the other day and she seems super cool. she likes the same bands as i do so that's a big plus. but yeah,...
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this is a composition of all the heart-break i have endured this past weekend. all three summed up into one. fuck!!!! does anybody fuckin' know what they want anymore. i know what i want, to be happy with someone. i want that companionship and lovey cuddliness with someone. i'm tired of heart break after heart break. someone wanna take me out and cheer me up?...
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BLAST OFF!!!!

yeah went to tahoe this weekend. mucho fun. although my body is sore and my ass hurts!!!! ahahahaha i went down the hills on my ass and it was fun. drank a little and had a nice little buzz. diego and i drove about 5 hours to sac. and back to drop off rachel. we filmed our way back to tahoe and it...
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i could not sleep at all last night. i tried to go to bed early but it didn't work. i think i only got about 3 hours of sleep. i haven't taken a nap or anything so i'm really tired. my reason for not sleeping was because i was thinking about things. well...a special someone. before i fell asleep the clock said 3, then when...
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okay. i finally talked to the gurl that i have a crush on! woo hoo!!!! i think she's so cute!!!! she didn't believe me that the last journal entry was about her. so yeah, this one will show it. ahahahahabrinny yup, that's my crush!

you know what sucks? internet crushes. yup, when you have a crush on someone but most likely you will never meet them or hear their voice for they live too far away. yeah i kinda have a crush on someone but i don't even talk to her on aim or anything. i think she's very beautiul though. gorgeous face and dreamy eyes. yeah, know what...
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yeah, today was allrighty. just really tired. did you ever notice how certain music makes you feel certain ways? i was listening to bleeding through today for the first time in a while and i noticed that their music angers and excites me. don't know why though, it just gets me all pumped up. it's cool to scream to it when your driving.

yeah. hello everyone! today was nice then it started to rain!!!! muahahahaha. it was awesome though. how's everyone doing?

girls are mean!!!! they can be meaner than us boys!!!! all of you suck!!!! well...not all of you. just the mean ones!!!!

girls are mean!!!! they can be meaner than us boys!!!! all of you suck!!!! well...not all of you. just the mean ones!!!!

this past week was cool i guess. downloaded dillinger escape plan, old 18visions (awesomeness!!!!) and the new cradle cd!!!! got my hair cut. applied at ben and jerry's cause my manager is an asshole. to add to that, diego and i argued with him today. we wanted to kick his ass then leave. so yeah...i'm hungry. i hate staying up late cause i get hungrier...
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