The Worst

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"Here's what hurts for being the worst.
You have no one because you're their everyone.
You're their voice, happiness, strength, defiance, guidance, rebellion, their weakness, their doubtfulness, their logic, and their resolution.
You're their everything. Invisible. A Ghost.
Becoming human is the worst. Being vulnerable makes you like the worst. False.
Strength is what we all want. But it can be a curse. The real...
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Tuesday

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I miss writing. I used to write all the time. Usually poems/short stories/erotica. Almost had a publisher too. I completely fell out of it. I miss it

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star:
I’m looking forward to whatever you decide to share!
matthorror:
@starstuff thank you for the encouragement 🖤

Thursday

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I’m always having a hard time uploading pics on the site for my profile. Videos, I gave up a long time ago. What am I doing wrong?! Sorry for such a noob question 🙃

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matthorror:
@rambo thank you
matthorror:
@rambo it’s still on going and the link you posted can’t be found. Basically when I try to upload a pic, an error message always pops up. I’m using an iPad with WiFi and uploading from the photo library and using the safari browser. I don’t using have an issue on my PC though so seems to be limited to my iPad and phone.

body shaming and who's always open season

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Whats the most common type to be held to such high standards and is shunned when they don't meet it? Women have always had it the hardest for generations. At least here in America. I can't speak for any other culture but I'm sure they follow similar lines around the world. Being overweight is hard on anyone, especially going through childhood (kids are assholes) but...
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bookcouple:
Hugs
matthorror:
@bookcouple 🖤

Monday

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It doesn’t ever go away. But I am getting more and more tired from fighting it. And I’ll lose the fight one day. 🎶come on in heart ache. You’re like an old friend! Come and see me again🎶

Thursday

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https://youtu.be/C-mbsaiKK2M My first unofficial music video since starting my own videography company EverClear. More on the lines of practicing how to edit a music video using multiple angles and a mastered audio track

Friday

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tomorrow blackheart burlesque in boston VIP. can't wait to meet and hang with some of the baddest, sexiest women on the planet. today is dragging