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matthorror

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How do you deal with depression while trying to be a creative? I've been in such a bad slump for the past month my work is suffering. I've poured my entire savings to start my studio and I'm tanking fast now

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matthorror:
@7swank6 im my own worst critic. I guess we all are to some extent but I really bully myself. So when I swing and miss like lately it’s not easy to let go of it till I make it up somehow. I still got a few sparks left trying to start that forest fire. Just been a mother fucker lately
Jul 21, 2022
7swank6:
Ebb and flow......it will reveal itself when it's meant to...... it's cryptic, cliche, condescending, and I fucking can't stand when people give me the "hey Mike,we noticed you've been having a lot problems lately"(if you know, you know) treatment.......but it's true.....shit happens when it's meant to.....I hate it.....but I've started to accept the truth,roll with the punches in the meantime, and eat the humble pie.......every bite sucks, but the objective is to make better pie next time....... funny though, my pie never seems to change taste-ha ha.......👍👍👍🥧🤮.......I just keep eating humble fucking pie!!!!!!🤗...... it'll come around man!!!
Jul 21, 2022

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