matthorror

My subscription ran out. Even though things are strained for so many of us during COVID-19 there’s no way I’m going through this without SGs to give me something to smile at. I’ll be here for another year fuckers 😁

I always have. But it hasn't always been there. She was new to the hood. She was vulnerable. She was on hard guard though. I wanted her. She let me in. So I guarded her even more. But young love is only just. It's young and burns fast like the morning fog after a storm till it's gone. Like the clockwork storms though, she came...
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I can’t help but to feel that sometimes maybe I should be alone. I’ve witnessed my parents die alone. Maybe it’s in the writing after all? I wonder on how well I could survive in solitude. I don’t believe in destiny but for lack of a better word, maybe it is? I imagine streams and trees. I imagine harsh cold and heat. I imagine hearing...
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In the summer’s light we all gathered around. Same small talk, same unwanted conversations from people we don’t want to call family. Same lunch line forming for the grill. Everything’s the same like everything before. Mundane and a bore. Until she finally showed up. The friend of a friend’s relative you’ve made multiple eye contact with and as much small talk as unwanted rumors could...
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