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So how have I’ve been
NOT WELL!
Ducked off in my shell
Feeling like everybody out there
Want me to kill myself
So I roll another hemp like well,
Loading up clips with my shells
Yelling like..
“Anybody out there?”
Then wonder why they did not help…
So how have I’ve been?
NOT WELL!

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amra:
Wow! Amazing new gadget!
matthorror:
@amra that’s the Sigma 90mm f2.8 with the Sony a7iii full frame camera. I’ve been doing a lot of concert photography lately and that 90mm is gonna be great for portrait photography
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mayu:
It really does 🥹
matthorror:
@glowingmayu I was doing good for almost 2 weeks I was clean again. Then an old childhood friend shows up and brought me a "gift". My will was tested and I failed miserably. Starting over yet again
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I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist a knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart
I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me
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Shaking like a dog shitting razor blades
Waking up next to nothing
After dreaming of you and me
Waking up all alone
waking up so relieved
While your taking your time with apologies
I’m planning my ways of revenge…
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I’d drive straight off the edge
I’m seeing red….
IVE GOT A BIG FAT FUCKING BONE TO...
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I've been knocked down, beat down, black and blue

She's not the one coming back for you!

She's not the one coming back for you!

If I fall back down...

You're gonna help me back up again!

If I fall back down...

You're gonna be my friend!

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So before you go...was there something I could of said to your heart beat better? If only I had known you had a storm to weather. So before you go....was there something I could of said to make it all stop hurting? It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless. So....before you go...