I have been neglecting SG, for this i am sorry.
Not much is going on here, university is shit. Loads of work to do at the moment, and i am doing it very badly. I am going to be very lucky to get a degree out of this. I am sad about this, because i am smart enough to get a degree, but i just hate university so much that i know its having an effect. I have to want to do anything to do well at it and im just not that fussed about uni. I know this will dissapoint my parents but im going to go home this weekend for a while, and i think i will have a chat with my mum over that time and just let her know how im feeling about it. I think they will be dissapointed but at the end of the day they are always very supportive of me. I will be glad when its all over and the option of working hard is gone so i wont feel guilty about it.
On the up side im feeling a lot more positive about stuff. Im very much back on the idea of joining the army when i leave Uni. I was never really off of it, but i was looking for other stuff in london because i wanted to rave for a couple of years before i had to calm down and go to the army. As long as i get a degree, any degree then i will get paid a lot more when i join so that will be nice. Also i think even if i just do my 3 years in the army, it will put me in a much better position on my CV and financially if i then choose to leave and look for other careers, possibly in the government. Anyway i think the army is what i need to sort me out and give me direction which i am lacking at the moment.
As such i have been working out a lot this past week, and feeling much better for it. I can see and feel a difference, particularly in my upper body, which was frankly very scrawny before. This is good, but of corse there is still a long way to go, but i dont mind putting in a bit of effort anyway.
Also i am back on Warcraft and im really enjoying it. I lost the love after 2 years of solid playing, and i think the 3 month break i took has really made me love it all over again. So much to do, so little time! hopefully this wont impact adversly on my uni work...though it probably will.
Anyway, a little bit negative and a little bit possitive. Im sure it will be more positive when i get back home, really looking forward to seeing my mum and dad, i miss them lots!
Anyway, love you all!!
xxx
Not much is going on here, university is shit. Loads of work to do at the moment, and i am doing it very badly. I am going to be very lucky to get a degree out of this. I am sad about this, because i am smart enough to get a degree, but i just hate university so much that i know its having an effect. I have to want to do anything to do well at it and im just not that fussed about uni. I know this will dissapoint my parents but im going to go home this weekend for a while, and i think i will have a chat with my mum over that time and just let her know how im feeling about it. I think they will be dissapointed but at the end of the day they are always very supportive of me. I will be glad when its all over and the option of working hard is gone so i wont feel guilty about it.
On the up side im feeling a lot more positive about stuff. Im very much back on the idea of joining the army when i leave Uni. I was never really off of it, but i was looking for other stuff in london because i wanted to rave for a couple of years before i had to calm down and go to the army. As long as i get a degree, any degree then i will get paid a lot more when i join so that will be nice. Also i think even if i just do my 3 years in the army, it will put me in a much better position on my CV and financially if i then choose to leave and look for other careers, possibly in the government. Anyway i think the army is what i need to sort me out and give me direction which i am lacking at the moment.
As such i have been working out a lot this past week, and feeling much better for it. I can see and feel a difference, particularly in my upper body, which was frankly very scrawny before. This is good, but of corse there is still a long way to go, but i dont mind putting in a bit of effort anyway.
Also i am back on Warcraft and im really enjoying it. I lost the love after 2 years of solid playing, and i think the 3 month break i took has really made me love it all over again. So much to do, so little time! hopefully this wont impact adversly on my uni work...though it probably will.
Anyway, a little bit negative and a little bit possitive. Im sure it will be more positive when i get back home, really looking forward to seeing my mum and dad, i miss them lots!
Anyway, love you all!!
xxx
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I'm sure you'll get the same response. You've tried and it's not for everybody. I think it's hard to come out of so many years of education then to carry straight on to uni and be expected to know what you want to do. That's why I left when I was 20 and I'm going back at almost 24... I'll be almost 30 by the time I graduate.
Not decided on Wolverine yet. It actually comes out on the Wednesday now so I'm definitely going to be going to the Manchester IMAX then I might come down to London on the Friday. If people have already seen it then it's still a chance for a bit of a pissup... x