mattbavougian

ok, im done mopeing about the election
its time to figure out what I can do to keep the country from going to shit

on the plus side, I finally asked out the bartender at the bar I've been going to for months (even when I really didn't want a drink or food) and she said yes, so I'll be going out with her soon

on a completely different note "the girl" yeah the one that wrecked me in may, june and july, walked into the shop the other day (ive seen her half a dozen times in the last month on the street and we've talked) but now she wants to hang out again as she has apologized for how she made me feel.
I know I probably shouldn't, but when I look at her eyes. . .
I dont know, there's just something about her that I have trouble staying away from. I know this isnt gonna go well and she's gonna hurt me.
but WHAT IF this time it works out.
I havent hung out with her yet and it's already fucking with my head
This isnt good