mattbavougian

So I sit here alone in my darkened apartment
In my darkened room
Waiting for the phone to ring
I avoid my friends
As I want to hang out with people I don't
Really know
Affection
Affliction
From across the room
In a solomn classroom
The look of a girl
An angel
Catches mine eye
As I wait
By the phone
For her to call
Listeneing to music from my
Depressing
Folder on my desk top
Waiting by the phone
Spuing forth poetry from my younger years
High school
All over
Again
Waiting by the phone
This time
Wanting the world to stop
Not end
Not wanting
To die alone
Wanting
A family
Wanting
A future
Wanting a hug
Emotions
Bounbce from object
To desire
Waiting by the phone
Alone
Wallowing in
Self defpricating
Misourie
Feeling sorry for myself
Wanting for some one to care