mattbavougian

Last night I had the most real and intense moment that I've ever had with a person. I don't really know how to explain it. I mean, I could type out here basically what happened and you would completely miss what it was about.

My friend and I were hanging out talking about our group of friends and the people tht we are bringing into ourt group as of late. We were talking about direction and goals, feelings and emotions, and really trying to figure out what's next. Comunication is always an issue with a group of hard working dedicated people. Its something we struggle with every day.

But last night I comunicated with a friend from across the room without using words or even looking at eachother. We were able to repeat that several times throughout the night. But finally we both started hyperventilation for no reason. It culminated with 10 minuts of the most honest yet outrageous laughter I've ever heard. When it was all over, I sobbed. The whole damn thing has just been so damn exhausting lately.

I don't know why I'm posting this here as I never really updat and I never really put anything of importance in here. It may be that last night was that important. I don't know.

I hate it when my writing as is disjointed as my thinking.