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mattaeus

Canada

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Monday Feb 28, 2005

Feb 28, 2005
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Things are so fucked up beyond all belief for me right now. Everything I thought I've wanted to do with my life is falling apart, since grade 7 I was always sure there's been one thing I've wanted to do, and now I really don't think I want to do it at all. I'm fucking scared. I absolutly hate what I'm taking in school,

I'm just at a loss. My break was awesome, I got to hang out with my buddy Sean just doing whatever we wanted, and I got to hang out with one of the single raddest girls, I've ever met. That was awesome, I was in a beautiful part of the country just being totally happy and content, and when I came back to school today, I just realized how much I absolutly hate it. There isn't even one little part of it I enjoy, other than seeing my friends.

I just wish more than everything that I found something I loved to do in school, because there are things that I love without a doubt, but I doubt an undying love/passion for music is going to do much for me.

Ugh, I just want everything to make sense again.
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
freakpirate:
That is entirely possible... I haven't had it all that long.
But it's still my shirt. MY SHIRT!!!
I WIN AT LIFE!

Mar 12, 2005
rin:
it is probably the only picture of me playing guitar when i was 16 that you have ever seen.
Mar 14, 2005

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