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matt_organic

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Tuesday Dec 02, 2003

Dec 2, 2003
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I'm on such a rollercoaster ride at the moment. Ups and downs. To be expected given the chemical nature of my brain I suppose, but that knowledge never makes it any easier to follow my moods. Even I get confused at to what I'm feeling, let alone why. I went to see Therapy? in Preston last night, and they ruled. Completely. They owned. If you don't own any Therapy?, go out and buy their back catalogue now. NOW!

Back? Good. Now listen to it.

Isn't that better?

Even the presence of dickheads in the crowd next to me couldn't dampen my enthusiasm. Add to the amazing show a random encounter with a friend and the forging of some new ones with some cool people I started talking to and you have a well-spent evening.

And on the other hand... I still crash straight back down again. Lonely, even though I suppose I have no reason to be. Bitter, still. Melancholy nostalgia seems to be one of the few things I really feel strongly these days. Why can't I break out of this?

Perhaps a monkey will cheer me up.

ooo aaa

Hmm. Somewhat.
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acwildheart:
Weird you mentioning Al Jourgensen - I've just sent off for a copy of Ministry's "Greatest Fits" album today. I've heard very little of their stuff ("Jesus Built My Hotrod", "Stigmata" and...erm, that's about it) but what I have heard I've liked a lot.
Dec 5, 2003
schoolgirl:
Thanks, I hope you're right. no problem adding me to your AIM, I'd like yours too. maybe one day when I'm on, you could talk to me, that would be nice.

here's more monkeys in case you need them.
ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa ooo aaa
Dec 5, 2003

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