matt76

let's see..
weekend starts tomorrow night. the usual, marion court w/ erick and d. after work. saturday and sunday are up in the air. monday is going to be a madhouse at work, started sauce prep today, but trying not to think about it too much yet. threw together another nice menu this year, so much work for one night celebrating a half-ass holiday thrust...
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i drink too much.

plans for tonight seem to have fallen through. have to scasre up something to do. tired as hell, though. didn't sleep last night got on one of my stressed out cleaning fits, and cleaned the apartment all night. if i had half a brain i'd just og to sleep. oh well...

plans for tonight seem to have fallen through. have to scasre up something to do. tired as hell, though. didn't sleep last night got on one of my stressed out cleaning fits, and cleaned the apartment all night. if i had half a brain i'd just og to sleep. oh well...

i just got a new tattoo oo oo oo

got home tonight, and the whole apartment smells like burnt coffee. apparently somebody forgot to turn off the coffee pot this morning. maybe living alone wasn't so bad... anyway, erick's birthday party is friday night, should be fun. he's going to invite his cousin, she's cool despite her uncanny resemblance to ashley simpson. generally feeling a bit better, hate looking back at some of the...
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i'm tired. i feel used up and alone, all the time. no matter how much i try to do right i keep fucking things up worse. i have practically no friends, and i'm such an insufferable prick that i annoy myself. all i do is sit around the apartment and read. i hope nobody reads this shit. i just need to write. i've been back...
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a bit drunk now, enjoying a copius amount of alcohol here at the homestead. looks like the storm passed sooner than expected. c'est la vie.

why are there nothing but yuppie/frat bars in this town, i mean apart from the ghetto-ass dives? in before midnight... it's no wonder all i do is sit around my apartment and read. ah well, back to my borderline monastic solitude.

hell of a week, rough start and the rest was just fucked up. sort of feel like i don't know which way is up. figure things have to turn around sooner or later. tired all the time, think i'll go read for a while.