got the new waits today, sounds good so far. primal and bluesy. less of that cabaret/kurt weil vibe, but still really good. shades of bone machine meets mule variations. some kind of guteral beat-boxing here and there. some of the recent stuff on epitaph is not for me, but the stuff they put out on anti- and hellcat, i really dig. love hellcat stuff... digressing.... Read More
went down to philly last weekend. hung out with seth, it was great. terminal market-port salut & baguette, marzipan, walked all over the city and talked. good to see him. realized while i was down there that i was missing melissa. since then i've tried to pay her more attention, be a little kinder. can't make a right move every move i make i'm 'rolling... Read More
fuck weekly journal entry... some old shit. tired, need to go somewhere. working saturday, might go to philly next saturday. seth just called asking the name of the woman in the bible who was turned to a pillar of salt, not sure why. i have to get out and do something. fucking boring around here. feeling like a shut-in. need something new... 
pattti:
hey, i see you are from Lancaster. I am from Lancaster too. I was just cruising around looking for PA people on here to say hi to. Send me a message sometime if you want, either on here or aim.
aim name= her hands kill
xo
aim name= her hands kill
xo
picnic with erick and d. tomorrow at e's cousin's place. ought to pass the time, anyway... going to give them a pair of social d./tiger army tickets for their anniversary. need a vacation desperately, but don't know where to go. mel really wants me to go to buffalo with her, but i'm not too into that idea. what the hell am i going to do... Read More
haven't journaled in a long time, somebody happened upon it and it was more trouble... kind of kills the whole concept if you can't say what's on your mind. oh well... it's not healthy to be so self-indulgent anyway. very excited, get to see social d and tiger army next month. just found the tour date for philly a couple of days ago. trying to... Read More
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tired of this, i'm keeping all the balls in the air and the have to deal with trite comments and behavior. don't need another headache like this. get over it or go back from whence you came. reading 'hardcore zen', have a creeping suspicion it sucks... constant prattling about our critical need to find truth, the myth of self, and so on. thought for the moment:
there is no truth, only subjective perception. even 'deeper truth' is tainted by perception. consequently if there were a higher truth it would be instantly contaminated at the moment of realization. truth is nothing more than...
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lucky me, i was instilled with a strong work ethic. my boss is an incompetant, untalented, unspired half-wit. oh well, tomorrow's another day.