matt76

less than a week , and i'll crashing at erick and d.'s again. get my head straightened out and my shit together. hell, maybe i'll even be able to get some updated pics on here. i think i've lost about 30 fucking pounds since posting that ass-ugly picture of mysef. pass some time making my little page in this imaginary world a bit more current. on-line communities amuse me in a way, it's strange that people try to interact on some deeper level through such a clinical, detached medium. still, i suppose the hope that one might encounter somebody decent draws people in. my participation is minimal. i doubt that anyone reads my ramblings very often, which is generally just as well for me i think my writings tend to be self-indulgent, and a bit pathetic. i guess it just helps me to get the thoughts out of my head, so i can try to relax. my mind goes way to far, way too fast and it fucks me up. was never really any good about maintaining an actual journal, so i suppose this is something. maybe sometime i'll go through and see what i've written over the course of the past year...