matt76

tonight my intention is to get guinnessed out of my face, and watch the dropkick murphys dvd until i pass into sweet oblivion, maybe i'll throw in a touch of boondock saints just for good measure. within two weeks i'll be officially out of the gulag apartment and further along the way to my lovely new downtown domocile. fresh start, swearing off women for the forseeable future while i'm at it. looking at it as sort of a detox for my soul, so burned out after all i've gone through with the divorce and then melissa. feel all used up, and don't really care to put myself in that position again for a while. having someone can be nice, and i miss it, but i can't really take anymore for the time being. i'm hoping to keep the weight off too, when i get to town. i've lost probably 25-30 pounds in the past few months, and don't want to be a fat-ass again. guess this'll be the fresh start after the false start. in the unlikely event that anybody reads this shit, happy fucking saint patty's ya' bastard.