matt76

dosing up on ny-quil, ron sent me home, so i'm off for the rest of the day. sleep and a soak in the tub are in order.

feeling shittier, can't sleep, and a sinus headache. mel's sleeping. she'll be moving out, she said. i guess that's a good thing, probably the best for both of us. not going back to buffalo, however, which is also good. i need space. i think i'm probably a bit insufferable as a co-habitant. hope this bug passes, hate being sick. as rarely as it happens, it...
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feeling shitty. sore throat and other less pleasant symptoms, was up til 5 this morning. got to leave for work soon. i just want to sleep and drink tea today. dead day anyway. about 6 residents and a deuce reservation for a lasagna buffet. greg already made most of the food, so i should be able to take it relatively easy. maybe write some menu...
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had what seemed like a shared moment in the right place at the wrong time. maybe it's my fevered imagination, maybe not, who knows... strange though, it made an impression on me. on another note i ran mcafee and adaware on my comp, and somehow managed to delete my entire favorites list. fuck. oh well, the sun will rise again.

rock against bush was tonight. excellent show, it's amazing to see people so comitted to their beliefs working so actively for a common cause. at the end anti-flag brought out tom morello and the played this land is your land. it was intense, the crowd really got excited. i'm tired now, but maybe more tomorrow.

so, tomorrows a show, saturday's work, and who knows what sunday is. i need a vacation, don't know where to go. damn, that's one ugly-ass picture of me. i'm tired.

got the new waits today, sounds good so far. primal and bluesy. less of that cabaret/kurt weil vibe, but still really good. shades of bone machine meets mule variations. some kind of guteral beat-boxing here and there. some of the recent stuff on epitaph is not for me, but the stuff they put out on anti- and hellcat, i really dig. love hellcat stuff... digressing....
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went down to philly last weekend. hung out with seth, it was great. terminal market-port salut & baguette, marzipan, walked all over the city and talked. good to see him. realized while i was down there that i was missing melissa. since then i've tried to pay her more attention, be a little kinder. can't make a right move every move i make i'm 'rolling...
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fuck

weekly journal entry... some old shit. tired, need to go somewhere. working saturday, might go to philly next saturday. seth just called asking the name of the woman in the bible who was turned to a pillar of salt, not sure why. i have to get out and do something. fucking boring around here. feeling like a shut-in. need something new...

picnic with erick and d. tomorrow at e's cousin's place. ought to pass the time, anyway... going to give them a pair of social d./tiger army tickets for their anniversary. need a vacation desperately, but don't know where to go. mel really wants me to go to buffalo with her, but i'm not too into that idea. what the hell am i going to do...
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