haven't journaled in a long time, somebody happened upon it and it was more trouble... kind of kills the whole concept if you can't say what's on your mind. oh well... it's not healthy to be so self-indulgent anyway. very excited, get to see social d and tiger army next month. just found the tour date for philly a couple of days ago. trying to... Read More
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tired of this, i'm keeping all the balls in the air and the have to deal with trite comments and behavior. don't need another headache like this. get over it or go back from whence you came. reading 'hardcore zen', have a creeping suspicion it sucks... constant prattling about our critical need to find truth, the myth of self, and so on. thought for the moment:
there is no truth, only subjective perception. even 'deeper truth' is tainted by perception. consequently if there were a higher truth it would be instantly contaminated at the moment of realization. truth is nothing more than...
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lucky me, i was instilled with a strong work ethic. my boss is an incompetant, untalented, unspired half-wit. oh well, tomorrow's another day. saw the new harry potter tonight, it was good, broke the formula a bit. darker than the first two. weird vibes in the air today, all day. oh well, what're you gonna do? feeling restless, back to the grind in the morning but don't feel like it. got more inverts for the aquarium today, named them all danzig. tank's starting to look good. lot's of... Read More
i keep seeing my italian come out in how i deal with shit. i'm not "old-fashioned", but certain principles should still apply. without principles, what have we got?