Ok so here is my overly bitching world feel sorry for me blog...
I met someone. Well I have known him for awhile he used to work with my Mom and always would steal my kid from me when I went into see her at work. My daughter loves him and they are amazing together is was always so much fun to watch them.
Well him and I started talking a little bit outside of the store but nothng major, then he joined the army and there was heavy flirting before he went to basic. Since he has been out of basic since Nov 12th there isn't a day that we haven't talked and flirted. We have dirty text conversations, send pictures. He is like my best friend I can tell him anything and I don't feel like my daughter is a burden with him. He is the only man that doens't make me feel that way.
I send him food every week because I enjoy cooking for him. I am helping with his child support modification because I enjoy doing that type of law. I talk to him constantly thoroughout every day. He is the only man i make time for.
Well we started talking about me coming to visit him on base in Georgia and just spending time together finally. Well today he tells me he is batteling with himself about me coming because he doesn't want to have another kid because he got fucked over so bad last time (his daughter is almost 3).
I have an IUD in, I wasn't planning on going there to get fucking knocked up.
I am really hurt and upset by this and I am not sure why. I really want to go see him and I don't care if nothing happens I just want to be close to him.
I am really sad and don't know what to do. I feel lost and I am not sure why.
I met someone. Well I have known him for awhile he used to work with my Mom and always would steal my kid from me when I went into see her at work. My daughter loves him and they are amazing together is was always so much fun to watch them.
Well him and I started talking a little bit outside of the store but nothng major, then he joined the army and there was heavy flirting before he went to basic. Since he has been out of basic since Nov 12th there isn't a day that we haven't talked and flirted. We have dirty text conversations, send pictures. He is like my best friend I can tell him anything and I don't feel like my daughter is a burden with him. He is the only man that doens't make me feel that way.
I send him food every week because I enjoy cooking for him. I am helping with his child support modification because I enjoy doing that type of law. I talk to him constantly thoroughout every day. He is the only man i make time for.
Well we started talking about me coming to visit him on base in Georgia and just spending time together finally. Well today he tells me he is batteling with himself about me coming because he doesn't want to have another kid because he got fucked over so bad last time (his daughter is almost 3).
I have an IUD in, I wasn't planning on going there to get fucking knocked up.
I am really hurt and upset by this and I am not sure why. I really want to go see him and I don't care if nothing happens I just want to be close to him.
I am really sad and don't know what to do. I feel lost and I am not sure why.
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pascipio:
I think if you can just find a way to talk to him for a while, he will come around. Just tell him you want to see him, explain that you have no other agenda, and you two can do whatever he likes. If I understand your blog, just being around him is enough.
nikonphoto80:
Just go up there and hang out, you are not together yet, and even if you were you dont owe it to him, just tell him you will just come and see him, I visit people all the time and dont have sex with them.