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It is true, I have caused my own heart break this time, by a simple understanding that was entirely my fault. In the future I will be more careful how I say things if I ever get that close to someone again.

I AM SORRY

I don't think it's possible for my week to get any worse.

Yesterday I got rid of a bunch of friends that I realized if they can't be behind me that they aren't really my friends and of course my ex husband didn't send the child support that I need to take care of my daughter.

Today my ex has stated I don't deserve the...
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Well shit..........

So much for that idea. Guess I will work tomorrow and Monday instead. LOL

Must be patient!! Must be patient!! Must be patient!! Must be patient!! Must be patient!! Must be patient!! Must be patient!! Must be patient!!

MUST KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT

Just have to remember good things come to those wait. And I have waited my whole life. Waiting a few...
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So I just found out that apparently I have a 4 day weekend. WISH the boss woulda told me about this before! Lol

Well, now with that news in mind. I can think of 1 place I want to go, and one person I want to spend 4 days with.

So everyone keep your fingers crossed that I get to go!!!

OMG people irritate me. Why is it so wrong for someone to be happy? No matter how shitty my life has been I am so excited when my friends find happiness.

For anyone that doubts this or doubts me sorry but you can go fuck yourself I am happy and that's what is supposed to matter right?

Yes my life was amazing and practically perfect...
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I LOVE SUICIDE GIRLS

It has brought me some great friends and now it has managed to bring me someone that makes my heart smile and who makes me just feel amazing. Words are so hard to describe.

SG ROCKS

Life is the most random occurance at all.

That is all I have to say about that.

So I have decided that even as much as I love being able to be just my daughter and I. I want someone to sleep next to every night, someone to come home to and be able to play with her together and enjoy family time. Someone who loves me for me and wants to spend their life with me. But I guess it will...
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SHIT we are not going on the road trip now.

Well FUCK, cuz I really wanted to get out of town even if it was just 48 hours. Hmmm maybe someone will drive to AZ with me?

I LOVE MY LIFE!!


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My lady lesbians and I are going to go to Texas (from Colorado) to get her car from the Army. So we wanna have some fun and party it up for our like 48 hours away from home. Any ideas?

THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR THE COMMENTS

I am trying hard to add everyone as a friend and write back but it's going to take me a minute. :-)

MUAH! LOVE YOU ALL!