Thursday Nov 13, 2003

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So I'm totally ruining my chances of transfering over to Berkeley. Today I walked out on an exam in trig. Have to drop the class now. Plus I've been totally neglecting my other classes. There's plato I should be reading this very moment. Ah well se la ve. Who care's if I don't make it to UCB there is always a lucrative carreer in the ice cream shop bussiness. Today I considered killing myself for what has to be the millionth time since I hit young adult hood.
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mathmaddicts:
I'm talking to my ex right now, it is painful. "I'm trying to be nice," she is telling me about me. Now I am talking to my current girlfriend. It is painful.
saintbrat:
Its great to to get feedback from family and friends. But don't forget that that might also have unconscious agendas that they are playing out also. By that I mean, don't let anyone pull you down too far. Sometimes people can rag on you, and they think they are just pointing out constructive points. But when you are in a bad place it can just feel like more shit getting dumped on you. You do not need that. Concentrate on changing future behavior.

If you are in school, go see a conselour. Sometimes an independent person can help put things in perspective, without bringing much emotional baggage to the plate. Sometimes there are temp drugs that can help out. I do not believe in a lifetime addiction to Prozac and the like, but they sure can help in the short run.




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