One of the hardest things for me in my life has been navigating through relationships, all kinds of them. I'm really the love em' and leave em' type. This pattern is in all of my relationships. I guess it's a sign of immaturity or a fear of commitment or just plain fickle-ness. I don't know. Today I feel an old 26. Really old. I don't know what happened. I wish I could start living in the now. I'm such a 