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Sunday Jun 18, 2006

Jun 18, 2006
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My grandmother is dying.
I ache and I'm screaming crying for the woman
who was so simply a grandmother to me.
Emotionally available, and a simple, loving woman with abundant love for me.
I am in a fog and I have no time
or room to grieve.
I feared this time in my life for so long.
It's reality only hit me in small pieces this weekend and I'm afraid when it all settles it'll be too much.
mrlucky:
This will be a difficult time and the loss will be immense, I do wish that I could say or do something to make it go away, but the truth is no one will be truly able to understand your grief. So I offer you a little space on my mind, as my thought are with you.
Jun 18, 2006

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