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Saturday Jan 28, 2006

Jan 28, 2006
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Yesterday and today were ok, dare I say they were good? I'm at the point in my life where I remember being smarter, edgier, more educated. Yes, that's possible, even at an older age to be less educated. I'm not complaining, not about that at least, I'm not attempting to push any academic boundaries.
Not again.
Not yet.
Today, I'm just learning to survive and make it through the day as an adult. The extravagances of my youth gone and the idealogy of it lost as well. __ ______ is an important man. He knows things he cannot say aloud. He knows things he cannot write down. I know of these things. I love that I do.
I like isolation.
My current situation doesn't leave much solitary time. I loathe that. I miss myself. I used to know myself better. I used to have the time to know myself better.
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