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Sunday Jan 08, 2006

Jan 8, 2006
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Life wouldn't be much of anything without struggle.
I know this.
But what lesson am I missing that I must continue to struggle with the same thing?
What lesson have I been missing since I was 5?
Can you really ever outrun yourself? Outsmart your brain? Conquer your fears?
I'm a quitter.
Everyone knows this about me.
I'm trying not to quit this time.
Why can't I quit my bad habits?
I want stability, my health, a sense of accomplishment, and a peaceful mind.
Apparently, this is asking for too much.
puke
huck:
what is it you are threatening to quit?
Jan 8, 2006
mysweetisrael:
I don't think those things are too much to ask for. It's just that for some of us they require a torturous amount of effort. Keep fighting the good fight.
Jan 14, 2006

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