Life wouldn't be much of anything without struggle.
I know this.
But what lesson am I missing that I must continue to struggle with the same thing?
What lesson have I been missing since I was 5?
Can you really ever outrun yourself? Outsmart your brain? Conquer your fears?
I'm a quitter.
Everyone knows this about me.
I'm trying not to quit this time.
Why can't I quit my bad habits?
I want stability, my health, a sense of accomplishment, and a peaceful mind.
Apparently, this is asking for too much.
I know this.
But what lesson am I missing that I must continue to struggle with the same thing?
What lesson have I been missing since I was 5?
Can you really ever outrun yourself? Outsmart your brain? Conquer your fears?
I'm a quitter.
Everyone knows this about me.
I'm trying not to quit this time.
Why can't I quit my bad habits?
I want stability, my health, a sense of accomplishment, and a peaceful mind.
Apparently, this is asking for too much.

huck:
what is it you are threatening to quit?
mysweetisrael:
I don't think those things are too much to ask for. It's just that for some of us they require a torturous amount of effort. Keep fighting the good fight.