Getting healthy. What the hell does that really include? Drink water, exercise, watch what you eat, check, check, check. Yeah I get all that. What about all the other shit? Trying to exorcise the habits and thought patterns from your brain that seem to keep pulling you down into the same rut. So I gues check writing, check thinking again, check surrounding my self with...
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chris_sick:
Glad to see you back. Thanks.
Talk about out of practice. I'm out of practice. Fuck. I haven't written in so long I am ashamed.
The arm around me in that photo is my brother-in-law's.
I think I'm breaking through again. I think that I'm making progress. I think that everyone around me is fucking blind and stupid to obvious notions that I have known for so long. It has been...
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The arm around me in that photo is my brother-in-law's.
I think I'm breaking through again. I think that I'm making progress. I think that everyone around me is fucking blind and stupid to obvious notions that I have known for so long. It has been...
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It's been fun.
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chris_sick:
Man, sometimes, I am the city of Philadelphia.
I'm considering either moving to an old school Fishtown neighborhood or just outside the Queen's VIllage/Italian Market up-and-coming hipster-ground-zero.
Or Vegas.
I'm considering either moving to an old school Fishtown neighborhood or just outside the Queen's VIllage/Italian Market up-and-coming hipster-ground-zero.
Or Vegas.
chris_sick:
Any of those suggestions work out for you?
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huck:
it's a shame you left Writers' Guild; you're probably the most qualified to critique productively
chris_sick:
What up, kid?
All smiles here.
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chris_sick:
Hey waitasecond. I saw your last entry, I didn't comment on it, but I saw it. Something's amiss here.
But smiles are always good. Make me smile, post something to the Writer's Guild. If you don't I'll be forced to have a kitten drowned.
But smiles are always good. Make me smile, post something to the Writer's Guild. If you don't I'll be forced to have a kitten drowned.
kaleidoscopic:
you're so very welcome...you deserve genuine thoughtfulness dear
it's okay...i understand...i have had many a bad time myself...but the important thing is that you're not alone and you're coming out of it now. glad to see that you are all smiles and that you are bringing yourself out again and sharing and not erasing.
you are good and pure and sweet...and everything else i said to you already. it is all true. so deeply glad to see you back
<big big big big big big hugs>
it's okay...i understand...i have had many a bad time myself...but the important thing is that you're not alone and you're coming out of it now. glad to see that you are all smiles and that you are bringing yourself out again and sharing and not erasing.
you are good and pure and sweet...and everything else i said to you already. it is all true. so deeply glad to see you back
<big big big big big big hugs>
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kiki_michelle:
i love blonde! i could never do it myself... but its nice to image..
originaldaddio:
Just checking in. It's been 2 weeks since your last update. You still out there?
-Daddy
-Daddy
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kaleidoscopic:
Glad to hear your friend is coping...
On to lighter things-->Can't wait to see your Halloween pics...as you can tell i'm a super geek for Halloween costumes of all sorts!
Hope you are having a good day
On to lighter things-->Can't wait to see your Halloween pics...as you can tell i'm a super geek for Halloween costumes of all sorts!
Hope you are having a good day
originaldaddio:
Just lost a friend myself so my sympathy goes out to your friend. I'm gonna look for that book.
and
back at ya.
-Daddy
and
-Daddy
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noliebadeau:
Hey to you too!
hellsforheroes:
Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs
Anne Sexton
No matter what life you lead
the virgin is a lovely number:
cheeks as fragile as cigarette paper,
arms and legs made of Limoges,
lips like Vin Du Rhne,
rolling her china-blue doll eyes
open and shut.
Open to say,
Good Day Mama,
and shut for the thrust
of the unicorn.
She is unsoiled.
She is as white as a bonefish.
Once there was a lovely virgin
called Snow White.
Say she was thirteen.
Her stepmother,
a beauty in her own right,
though eaten, of course, by age,
would hear of no beauty surpassing her own.
Beauty is a simple passion,
but, oh my friends, in the end
you will dance the fire dance in iron shoes.
The stepmother had a mirror to which she referred--
something like the weather forecast--
a mirror that proclaimed
the one beauty of the land.
She would ask,
Looking glass upon the wall,
who is fairest of us all?
And the mirror would reply,
You are the fairest of us all.
Pride pumped in her like poison.
Suddenly one day the mirror replied,
Queen, you are full fair, 'tis true,
but Snow White is fairer than you.
Until that moment Snow White
had been no more important
than a dust mouse under the bed.
But now the queen saw brown spots on her hand
and four whiskers over her lip
so she condemned Snow White
to be hacked to death.
Bring me her heart, she said to the hunter,
and I will salt it and eat it.
The hunter, however, let his prisoner go
and brought a boar's heart back to the castle.
The queen chewed it up like a cube steak.
Now I am fairest, she said,
lapping her slim white fingers.
Snow White walked in the wildwood
for weeks and weeks.
At each turn there were twenty doorways
and at each stood a hungry wolf,
his tongue lolling out like a worm.
The birds called out lewdly,
talking like pink parrots,
and the snakes hung down in loops,
each a noose for her sweet white neck.
On the seventh week
she came to the seventh mountain
and there she found the dwarf house.
It was as droll as a honeymoon cottage
and completely equipped with
seven beds, seven chairs, seven forks
and seven chamber pots.
Snow White ate seven chicken livers
and lay down, at last, to sleep.
The dwarfs, those little hot dogs,
walked three times around Snow White,
the sleeping virgin. They were wise
and wattled like small czars.
Yes. It's a good omen,
they said, and will bring us luck.
They stood on tiptoes to watch
Snow White wake up. She told them
about the mirror and the killer-queen
and they asked her to stay and keep house.
Beware of your stepmother,
they said.
Soon she will know you are here.
While we are away in the mines
during the day, you must not
open the door.
Looking glass upon the wall . . .
The mirror told
and so the queen dressed herself in rags
and went out like a peddler to trap Snow White.
She went across seven mountains.
She came to the dwarf house
and Snow White opened the door
and bought a bit of lacing.
The queen fastened it tightly
around her bodice,
as tight as an Ace bandage,
so tight that Snow White swooned.
She lay on the floor, a plucked daisy.
When the dwarfs came home they undid the lace
and she revived miraculously.
She was as full of life as soda pop.
Beware of your stepmother,
they said.
She will try once more.
Looking glass upon the wall. . .
Once more the mirror told
and once more the queen dressed in rags
and once more Snow White opened the door.
This time she bought a poison comb,
a curved eight-inch scorpion,
and put it in her hair and swooned again.
The dwarfs returned and took out the comb
and she revived miraculously.
She opened her eyes as wide as Orphan Annie.
Beware, beware, they said,
but the mirror told,
the queen came,
Snow White, the dumb bunny,
opened the door
and she bit into a poison apple
and fell down for the final time.
When the dwarfs returned
they undid her bodice,
they looked for a comb,
but it did no good.
Though they washed her with wine
and rubbed her with butter
it was to no avail.
She lay as still as a gold piece.
The seven dwarfs could not bring themselves
to bury her in the black ground
so they made a glass coffin
and set it upon the seventh mountain
so that all who passed by
could peek in upon her beauty.
A prince came one June day
and would not budge.
He stayed so long his hair turned green
and still he would not leave.
The dwarfs took pity upon him
and gave him the glass Snow White--
its doll's eyes shut forever--
to keep in his far-off castle.
As the prince's men carried the coffin
they stumbled and dropped it
and the chunk of apple flew out
of her throat and she woke up miraculously.
And thus Snow White became the prince's bride.
The wicked queen was invited to the wedding feast
and when she arrived there were
red-hot iron shoes,
in the manner of red-hot roller skates,
clamped upon her feet.
First your toes will smoke
and then your heels will turn black
and you will fry upward like a frog,
she was told.
And so she danced until she was dead,
a subterranean figure,
her tongue flicking in and out
like a gas jet.
Meanwhile Snow White held court,
rolling her china-blue doll eyes open and shut
and sometimes referring to her mirror
as women do.
Anne Sexton
No matter what life you lead
the virgin is a lovely number:
cheeks as fragile as cigarette paper,
arms and legs made of Limoges,
lips like Vin Du Rhne,
rolling her china-blue doll eyes
open and shut.
Open to say,
Good Day Mama,
and shut for the thrust
of the unicorn.
She is unsoiled.
She is as white as a bonefish.
Once there was a lovely virgin
called Snow White.
Say she was thirteen.
Her stepmother,
a beauty in her own right,
though eaten, of course, by age,
would hear of no beauty surpassing her own.
Beauty is a simple passion,
but, oh my friends, in the end
you will dance the fire dance in iron shoes.
The stepmother had a mirror to which she referred--
something like the weather forecast--
a mirror that proclaimed
the one beauty of the land.
She would ask,
Looking glass upon the wall,
who is fairest of us all?
And the mirror would reply,
You are the fairest of us all.
Pride pumped in her like poison.
Suddenly one day the mirror replied,
Queen, you are full fair, 'tis true,
but Snow White is fairer than you.
Until that moment Snow White
had been no more important
than a dust mouse under the bed.
But now the queen saw brown spots on her hand
and four whiskers over her lip
so she condemned Snow White
to be hacked to death.
Bring me her heart, she said to the hunter,
and I will salt it and eat it.
The hunter, however, let his prisoner go
and brought a boar's heart back to the castle.
The queen chewed it up like a cube steak.
Now I am fairest, she said,
lapping her slim white fingers.
Snow White walked in the wildwood
for weeks and weeks.
At each turn there were twenty doorways
and at each stood a hungry wolf,
his tongue lolling out like a worm.
The birds called out lewdly,
talking like pink parrots,
and the snakes hung down in loops,
each a noose for her sweet white neck.
On the seventh week
she came to the seventh mountain
and there she found the dwarf house.
It was as droll as a honeymoon cottage
and completely equipped with
seven beds, seven chairs, seven forks
and seven chamber pots.
Snow White ate seven chicken livers
and lay down, at last, to sleep.
The dwarfs, those little hot dogs,
walked three times around Snow White,
the sleeping virgin. They were wise
and wattled like small czars.
Yes. It's a good omen,
they said, and will bring us luck.
They stood on tiptoes to watch
Snow White wake up. She told them
about the mirror and the killer-queen
and they asked her to stay and keep house.
Beware of your stepmother,
they said.
Soon she will know you are here.
While we are away in the mines
during the day, you must not
open the door.
Looking glass upon the wall . . .
The mirror told
and so the queen dressed herself in rags
and went out like a peddler to trap Snow White.
She went across seven mountains.
She came to the dwarf house
and Snow White opened the door
and bought a bit of lacing.
The queen fastened it tightly
around her bodice,
as tight as an Ace bandage,
so tight that Snow White swooned.
She lay on the floor, a plucked daisy.
When the dwarfs came home they undid the lace
and she revived miraculously.
She was as full of life as soda pop.
Beware of your stepmother,
they said.
She will try once more.
Looking glass upon the wall. . .
Once more the mirror told
and once more the queen dressed in rags
and once more Snow White opened the door.
This time she bought a poison comb,
a curved eight-inch scorpion,
and put it in her hair and swooned again.
The dwarfs returned and took out the comb
and she revived miraculously.
She opened her eyes as wide as Orphan Annie.
Beware, beware, they said,
but the mirror told,
the queen came,
Snow White, the dumb bunny,
opened the door
and she bit into a poison apple
and fell down for the final time.
When the dwarfs returned
they undid her bodice,
they looked for a comb,
but it did no good.
Though they washed her with wine
and rubbed her with butter
it was to no avail.
She lay as still as a gold piece.
The seven dwarfs could not bring themselves
to bury her in the black ground
so they made a glass coffin
and set it upon the seventh mountain
so that all who passed by
could peek in upon her beauty.
A prince came one June day
and would not budge.
He stayed so long his hair turned green
and still he would not leave.
The dwarfs took pity upon him
and gave him the glass Snow White--
its doll's eyes shut forever--
to keep in his far-off castle.
As the prince's men carried the coffin
they stumbled and dropped it
and the chunk of apple flew out
of her throat and she woke up miraculously.
And thus Snow White became the prince's bride.
The wicked queen was invited to the wedding feast
and when she arrived there were
red-hot iron shoes,
in the manner of red-hot roller skates,
clamped upon her feet.
First your toes will smoke
and then your heels will turn black
and you will fry upward like a frog,
she was told.
And so she danced until she was dead,
a subterranean figure,
her tongue flicking in and out
like a gas jet.
Meanwhile Snow White held court,
rolling her china-blue doll eyes open and shut
and sometimes referring to her mirror
as women do.
ok. So now what?
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kaleidoscopic:
<BIG HUG> Welcome to SG
<ANOTHER BIG HUG> Just cause I get the sense you might need/want one.
you have comments now!
<ANOTHER BIG HUG> Just cause I get the sense you might need/want one.
chris_sick:
Don't think it gets you extra credit or anything.
Personally, when I get enough cash, I'm on the first bus out of town.
But, your entry was some good stuff. Just so you know.
Personally, when I get enough cash, I'm on the first bus out of town.
But, your entry was some good stuff. Just so you know.
Ha - my new pic. I got my new stack of books from the magazine to judge. Yay, and my Harry Potter is at the bottom of the stack! Boy, that sounds kinda dirty! I did a relaxer tonight and it looked awesome - yay for me! I bought a lot of alcohol for my friend's party friday and then I talked to Ambs and...
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10 years later. I told my mom this morning at 7:30 while talking to her on her cellphone. She was in Target and I was at the apartment-that I was raped. I asked her to please call my father and tell him because I just couldn't bear not telling him and I just couldn't bear to say it aloud to another person. So that's that.