I can feel my parent's disappointment dripping over their own lives. They're both professionally successful and loved and well-respected, but I can feel their own personal disappointment with themselves and it is painful.
Thank God it's almost Thursday. I need my weekend. Even if I just spend it with books and cups of coffee this week.
St. Patrick's Day next week.....I know, I know it's...
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Thank God it's almost Thursday. I need my weekend. Even if I just spend it with books and cups of coffee this week.
St. Patrick's Day next week.....I know, I know it's...
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ARGH, I lost my update!
Highlights: moping, tattered clothing, 16 lbs. lighter, Irish, German.
Highlights: moping, tattered clothing, 16 lbs. lighter, Irish, German.
gitta:
sixteen?
Dare I ask what is your secret?
Dare I ask what is your secret?
I pushed myslef today. I did something professionally that I didn't want to do. I competed in a hair competition and I lost, but I did it. Even though my nerves were wracked so bad. Go me. I lost, but I didn't run away.
I'm getting some kick-ass clients. Big money, cool style. I like it.
I'm getting some kick-ass clients. Big money, cool style. I like it.
I have had a very important conversation with someone. Someone who got high about six hours after we had it. The next six months are going to tell my future. Professionally, I will be through school (a school where I can actually find a job). A vacation will have been taken (one needed by both parties). Career choices for the other individual will be made....
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matamoras:
Pictures of me
Atlantic City
Springsteen
"Well, they blew up the chicken man in philly last night
Now, they blew up his house, too
Down on the boardwalk theyre gettin ready for a fight
Gonna see what them racket boys can do
Now, theres trouble bustin in from outta state
And the d.a. cant get no relief
Gonna be a rumble out on the promenade
And the gamblin...
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Springsteen
"Well, they blew up the chicken man in philly last night
Now, they blew up his house, too
Down on the boardwalk theyre gettin ready for a fight
Gonna see what them racket boys can do
Now, theres trouble bustin in from outta state
And the d.a. cant get no relief
Gonna be a rumble out on the promenade
And the gamblin...
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mrlucky:
Fuck I love that track, I love alot of his stuff though, like Nebraska, and The River
mrlucky:
My Dad passed 2 years ago, we had the worst relationship, and this is close to the truth
My Father's House Lyrics
Last night I dreamed that I was a child out where the pines grow wild and tall
I was trying to make it home through the forest before the darkness falls
I heard the wind rustling through the trees and ghostly voices rose from the fields
I ran with my heart pounding down that broken path
With the devil snappin' at my heels
I broke through the trees and there in he night
My father's house stood shining hard and bright the branches and brambles tore my clothes and scratched my arms
But I ran till I fell shaking in his arms
I awoke and I imagined the hard things that pulled us apart
Will never again sir tear us from each other's hearts
I got dressed and to that house I did ride from out on the road I could see its windows shining in light
I walked up the steps and stood on the porch a woman I didn't recognize came and spoke to me through a chained door
I told her my story and who I'd come for
She said "I'm sorry son but no one by that name lives here anymore"
My father's house shines hard and bright it stands like a beacon calling me in the night
Calling and calling so cold and alone
Shining cross this dark highway where our sins lie unatoned
This is another of my all time favourites
She's The One Lyrics
With her killer graces and her secret places
That no boy can fill with her hands on her hips
Oh and that smile on her lips
Because she knows that it kills me
With her soft french cream
Standing in that doorway like a dream
I wish she'd just leave me alone
Because french cream won't soften them boots
And french kisses will not break that heart of stone
With her long hair falling
And her eyes that shine like a midnight sun
Oh-o she's the one, she's the one
That Thunder in your heart
At night when you're kneeling in the dark
It says you're never gonna leave her
But there's this angel in her eyes
That tells such desperate lies
And all you want to do is believe her
And tonight you'll try just one more time
To leave it all behind and to break on through
Oh she can take you, but if she wants to break you
She's gonna find out that ain't so easy to do
And no matter where you sleep tonight or how far you run
Oh-o she's the one, she's the one
Oh-o and just one kiss
She'd fill them long summer nights
With her tenderness that secret pact you made
Back when her love could save you from the bitterness
Oh she's the one, oh she's the one
Oh she's the one, oh she's the one
Oh she's the one, oh she's the one
My Father's House Lyrics
Last night I dreamed that I was a child out where the pines grow wild and tall
I was trying to make it home through the forest before the darkness falls
I heard the wind rustling through the trees and ghostly voices rose from the fields
I ran with my heart pounding down that broken path
With the devil snappin' at my heels
I broke through the trees and there in he night
My father's house stood shining hard and bright the branches and brambles tore my clothes and scratched my arms
But I ran till I fell shaking in his arms
I awoke and I imagined the hard things that pulled us apart
Will never again sir tear us from each other's hearts
I got dressed and to that house I did ride from out on the road I could see its windows shining in light
I walked up the steps and stood on the porch a woman I didn't recognize came and spoke to me through a chained door
I told her my story and who I'd come for
She said "I'm sorry son but no one by that name lives here anymore"
My father's house shines hard and bright it stands like a beacon calling me in the night
Calling and calling so cold and alone
Shining cross this dark highway where our sins lie unatoned
This is another of my all time favourites
She's The One Lyrics
With her killer graces and her secret places
That no boy can fill with her hands on her hips
Oh and that smile on her lips
Because she knows that it kills me
With her soft french cream
Standing in that doorway like a dream
I wish she'd just leave me alone
Because french cream won't soften them boots
And french kisses will not break that heart of stone
With her long hair falling
And her eyes that shine like a midnight sun
Oh-o she's the one, she's the one
That Thunder in your heart
At night when you're kneeling in the dark
It says you're never gonna leave her
But there's this angel in her eyes
That tells such desperate lies
And all you want to do is believe her
And tonight you'll try just one more time
To leave it all behind and to break on through
Oh she can take you, but if she wants to break you
She's gonna find out that ain't so easy to do
And no matter where you sleep tonight or how far you run
Oh-o she's the one, she's the one
Oh-o and just one kiss
She'd fill them long summer nights
With her tenderness that secret pact you made
Back when her love could save you from the bitterness
Oh she's the one, oh she's the one
Oh she's the one, oh she's the one
Oh she's the one, oh she's the one
Pillpop, pillpop, pillpop.
There are two mornings you know?
The one at 6:30 that makes my stomach sick and my head so full I've got to swallow the first one....
or the fourth one depending one what you consider the beginning or the ending
because there is the other morning that's at about 6:30
where I wake up after my day reduced from the first...
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There are two mornings you know?
The one at 6:30 that makes my stomach sick and my head so full I've got to swallow the first one....
or the fourth one depending one what you consider the beginning or the ending
because there is the other morning that's at about 6:30
where I wake up after my day reduced from the first...
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chloe:
Hmmm, where did ya see me? 
twinkie:
Aw, you're sweet Thank you so much!
I hate to sound cliche, but tomorrow is always a new day and an opportunity for to open new windows.
Thank you so much!
I hate to sound cliche, but tomorrow is always a new day and an opportunity for to open new windows.
It's funny. Old friends are coming back around again. I've run into four in the past week and I know more are coming - I can feel it. It's really cool to keep in touch with these people. They forgive my faults and I've so many really.
Fuck it - it's friday night, I'm getting out of this house.
Fuck it - it's friday night, I'm getting out of this house.
chris_sick:
Drop me a line when you're in the Brotherly Love, my dear, I'll buy you a beer or two...
It's official - I'll be in Philly May 6th - 8th.
And Delaware - August 19th - 26th.
So there that is.
I have April tickets for SNL but I don't think I'll be able to make it to New York.
And Delaware - August 19th - 26th.
So there that is.
I have April tickets for SNL but I don't think I'll be able to make it to New York.
Still looking for "someone exotic" "for friendship" or so says my profile.
Yesterday was as per usual, emotionally unstirring and un-moving, even though love was put out for me.
I've an email I have to respond to. I'm going to. (Just so you know.) I just have not yet. I'm thinking before I speak. I know, I know, it's a whole new me.
Yesterday was as per usual, emotionally unstirring and un-moving, even though love was put out for me.
I've an email I have to respond to. I'm going to. (Just so you know.) I just have not yet. I'm thinking before I speak. I know, I know, it's a whole new me.
chris_sick:
New year, new you... jesus, it's almost a gym ad...
In high school, my boyfriend bought me so many cut carnations, I could barely get them into my car. I still like carnations, even though they are corny and cheap.
Valentine's Day is odd. I don't know how I feel about it. Ask me tomorrow. HAHA.
Valentine's Day is odd. I don't know how I feel about it. Ask me tomorrow. HAHA.
chris_sick:
I think in my entire life there's always been one Valentine's day when I've actually been in a relationship.
Unless you count buying a copy of Love is a Dog From Hell and a bottle of Cutty Sark and then not leaving the house for two days as 'a relationship'.
Which I do.
Unless you count buying a copy of Love is a Dog From Hell and a bottle of Cutty Sark and then not leaving the house for two days as 'a relationship'.
Which I do.
gitta:
I always hated carnations. But this year I'd settle for them. i got nothing. 
I hate VD. Ask me tomorrow chances are pretty high I'll feel the same.
Lordy I am quite the negative nancy this evening , 'scuse me...
I hate VD. Ask me tomorrow chances are pretty high I'll feel the same.
Lordy I am quite the negative nancy this evening , 'scuse me...
It was a guided tour, but we were the guides. The only way I can relate this to our life is because of the triangle shelving, There were two simple child-like paaths into the woods (side by side) One was the one we were on. With the animals on triangle shelving (very much alive and happy - like pets.)
It was innocent and simple.
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It was innocent and simple.
The...
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