masseffection

Why do I have to be such a jealous person?

:/

I could fill this journal up with my endless complaining and ranting.

Or I could go on about how happy I am with some stuff.

'Cept it's all been done before.

But, oh. I have twelve gmail invites. Anyone out there want one? :B

My boyfriend started acting out a dream while he was dreaming it last night, haha. I'll give you three guesses as to what it was. :B

In other news, I have free highspeed internet at my apartment. Free cable, too. Not sure if that's supposed to be there, though.

I'm not sure how I'm doing, though. Okay, for now.

Also, Ames doesn't seem to exist...
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I just wish I weren't doing this all on my own.

You know?

I don't know what's happening.

I'm stressed beyond any level I'm able to comprehend much less deal with.

My shoelace comes untied and I feel like crying.

I'm so fucking emo.

Chevelle is my Suicide Girls idol.

One day, one day.

Let's seeee.. some updates.

I got a new car! It's a five-speed! I'm learning how to drive it! And doing pretty well, I think. It's a 1999 Pontiac Sunfire, not my favourite but a hell of a lot better than my Olds Cutlass Supreme. It's a freakin' micromachine compared to that one, too, yayy for smallness.

I got a loan approved that wasn't supposed to...
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So I was pulled over on my way hone from my boyfriend's. Originally for following a car too closely. (I guess thirty/forty feet isn't enough?) Then he told me the tint on my windows is illegal in Iowa. Dude, a gramma bought the car LIKE that back in '94. Great thing to find out four weeks before I'm moving there.

The Incubus concert rocked, though....
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