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I don't believe that my mother could get anymore ingorant and stupid.

My family had to commit bankruptcy, meaning we have money trouble. Right. My mother, the ever money-spending bitch, took six hundred dollars out of her last check. That's probably about 95% of her check. Yet, she expects all the bills to be paid? My dad works two jobs. He has sixteen hour days....
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So.. I went to the Godsmack concert. I'm not a big fan, I just like concerts because they're so few and far between around here. So I try to go to 'em.

Anywho - I end up standing behind, and then next to this guy. All the while I'm thinking "It'd be so funny if that was this kid." This kid being a guy I...
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I have the overwhelming urge to become anorexic.

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I had an odd, lovely dream last night. I'm usually not a dreamer of romance, but this has been the third night in a row with the dream of the type.

A young, more handsom Robert Smith type was in it. Also sort of Jay Gordon and Jhonen Vasquez mix to him. He was a singer, and an artist. But, he lived with his mother....
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I had the nicest dream.

But I hate the thought of being rediculed.

Off to work I go.

I had a dream last night. More of a nightmare. It was pure tension. I woke up not being able to breath.

I hate sleeping. It makes/lets me think everything I don't want to think.


In other news - I've been playing the Sims a lot lately, right. So the kid's in the shower, fine. The mom suddenly wants to 'entertain' her.

Hmmmmmm!

I'm feeling oddly not self-conscious right now and feel like talking to people. Like, actually on the telephone. And I'm reeeeally not a phone person. Hm.

Also, I don't know why, but for the past couple days when I've been looking at myself in the mirror I haven't been as horrid looking as usual. It's kind of nice.

Something must be wrong with me.

music:...
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Okay, so. I went up to the walk-up window at work today.

Gave the whole "Hi, sir, what can I get for you?" schmeal.

I got a "Hello. Do you know where I can find Jesus Christ?"

"*Blankstare* Eh.. No?"

...He didn't seem drunk, either. He was completely alert. Damn Christians!

I should've said "Oh, no, he doesn't work until tomorrow night." or something. Oi!...
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