masseffection

I'm going to be bluntly honest in this journal, since I know that no one who's known me over the past years has read it, or reads it.

I can't sleep, and I felt I had to write this somewhere.

You told me someone else was in love with you at a time I was feeling like I needed more space. I felt like I...
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I've decided to use a picture of me, as my user image-thing, that describes how I've been feeling for the past couple days/months/if not years.

I'm so fucking emo, heh.

It's thundering and lightning mad outside.

There's been about six tornadoes less than 50 miles away from me, some of them two miles wide. My workplace shut down 'cause of it.

Here I am looking at porn.

All I ever want to do is cry these days.. Almost anything can set me off.

It's rather depressing.

Beth and I broke up. One year, two months, three weeks.

But it's okay. We're both fine. I didn't cry hard. Just tears of rememberence.

But it's okay. We're still best friends. We still act the same. Our relationship was more of 'best friends who fuck' anyway.

I still love you, Beth. Always will be. I'm always here for you.

Hi.

Will you be my friend?

Heh.

Blah blah blah.

I. Dislike. Kelly Osbourne. A lot.

:B

Oh, shit. I need another favourite slot.

.. I really need to figure out what to do.