masseffection

Why is it so hard to get my act togther? All I ever do is frustrate or annoy people, it seems.

I'm surprised it's not unbearable for my boyfriend yet. He's my saviour, or sorts. I rely on him too much, I know. I'd be so lost without him. He does more than he'll ever realize for me, too. I'd love to figure out some way to make money without leaving the house. Then we could get married and I could baby him. I guess I'm sort of old-fashioned, huh. Just wanna stay at home and take care of my man.. have dinner on the table when he gets home.. etc.

Meh.

I think I had my first migraine today. It's still going.