masseffection

I just had one of those super-realistic dreams. I was at my boyfriend's dorm when he calmly broke up with me. Like, we had went out to dinner, everything was fine, returned to his room, then this.(Then he proceded to play Neverwinter Nights, or something.) He told me he liked me better when I was more "innocent." Before I became less of a mystery to him. The way he talked, he'd just come to the conclusion within a few days. In the dream, I took it really calmly. I only cried a little bit and told him the least he could've done was wait until after my birthday, haha. I also accused him of playibg me, since his decision seemed so sudden. I remember I made him talk to online on the phone because she reacted more than I did, haha. I threw the teddy bear he gave me out the window, as well.

I woke up with a start, wide awake. Completely unable to sleep. Bad dream. S'not so much the fact about what it was about, the whole dream just had this negative feel to it. Eef.