Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

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I feel like starting everything over.

Rewinding the clock of a couple of years and not being too shy to be honest.

I wish everything would just blow over. I hate sitting here, knowing there's a person loathing my very existance.

I guess I care too much.
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rskapcat74529:
I have that whole passive-aggressive problem...coulda woulda shoulda, when I really should have just had the balls to say or do it in the first place.

Caring too much is an admirable trait. Don't lose it. It may hurt you, but in the end it makes you a better person.
sickboy1945:
I wish that I could rewind the clock for very different reasons, but I do wish that I could. I try not to think about it, it bumms me out

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