masseffection

So.. Beth has decided she wants to be friends still with the person who stabbed her in the back. Fine.

Even though Beth claims she doesn't know, the backstabber has put our relationship on the rocks..

..The backstabber is still telling Beth she loves her. Etc. She hurt (well, I guess she must not have if Beth's so easy to pretend nothing happened) her and has made it so Joe might get into some serious trouble.

But Beth wants to be her friend.

.. I just have to pretend backstabber doesn't exist. Because of how I feel towards her versus how Beth feels.. our relationsip kinda.. fell down. Beth claims she likes her as a friend, people make mistakes, backstabber will never lie again, etc.

..A liar is always a liar. Heh.

I do'nt know how to explain it. I just feel like.. backstabber's some how come between us. I, being the idiot I am, probably put her there, too.

...But I don't want someone who "loves" (I don't know, I odn't think you can really love someone if you can lie to them so easily..) with Beth so much..

I honestly don't fucking know what to think about her anymore. Should I forgive her like Beth? Should I loathe her until the day I die? Should I just pretend she doesn't exist?

..Why teh fuck do I keep thinking about her. I don't even know her..