masseffection

Mkay, kids.

I'm up for losing "new girl week"s.

I want "old girls week!"

Unless the new girls are like Fractal and Tekky. Then we can invite them.

But yeah, I want some sets from the older members!

Yes, I am a demanding little bitch. But this is what they get for lowering the price by twenty dollars a week after I bought an account!...
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So.. Beth has decided she wants to be friends still with the person who stabbed her in the back. Fine.

Even though Beth claims she doesn't know, the backstabber has put our relationship on the rocks..

..The backstabber is still telling Beth she loves her. Etc. She hurt (well, I guess she must not have if Beth's so easy to pretend nothing happened) her and...
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I still don't understand what she sees in her. But I guess I'll just have to not think about it..

Heh. :\

I wish I could let al my feelings out. I feel like a balloon that someone idiot keeps trying to blow up more and more.

And, if Christian beliefs are true, and there happens to be a hell. I hope she goes to heaven. So I don't have to see her.

Okay, fuck.

It's HER fault this all happened, so why're you trying to make her feel better?

She's feeling suicidal? GOOD. She deserves it. She could have RUINED your life. She put you through a lot of unecessary greif.

You owe her nothing, least of all happiness.

Don't cry, get off the phone, anything. Make her happier, s'what you want.

Then again, who am I...
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This is a followup to the last post.

She and a friend went to go pick up her girlfriend so she could stay over for at her house for a bit.

They got to her girlfriend's house, stayed for a bit, and left, thinking everything was fine.

Until the cops pulled them over. Her "girlfriend" has lied about her age, she was a minor. Her...
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I'm going to be bluntly honest in this journal, since I know that no one who's known me over the past years has read it, or reads it.

I can't sleep, and I felt I had to write this somewhere.

You told me someone else was in love with you at a time I was feeling like I needed more space. I felt like I...
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I've decided to use a picture of me, as my user image-thing, that describes how I've been feeling for the past couple days/months/if not years.

I'm so fucking emo, heh.

It's thundering and lightning mad outside.

There's been about six tornadoes less than 50 miles away from me, some of them two miles wide. My workplace shut down 'cause of it.

Here I am looking at porn.

All I ever want to do is cry these days.. Almost anything can set me off.

It's rather depressing.

Beth and I broke up. One year, two months, three weeks.

But it's okay. We're both fine. I didn't cry hard. Just tears of rememberence.

But it's okay. We're still best friends. We still act the same. Our relationship was more of 'best friends who fuck' anyway.

I still love you, Beth. Always will be. I'm always here for you.

Hi.

Will you be my friend?

Heh.