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blah life sux
i'm home from work the second day in a row due to the fact that i can't fucking sleep. sunday night was just plain insomnia, today was because i had to wake up at 4 and take andy to work and i couldnt for the life of me fall back asleep. although still don't have to be at work for 2 hours,...
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i've been sick, which does not go well with healing a large tattoo. it hurts pretty bad and is still swollen.
work is boring. there is nothing for me to do plus i feel crappy and don't want to be here. i have a dr's appointment tomorrow and i'm taking the day off.
i want to go to deep ellum and take a lot of...
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still here!
work is still good. the other day my co worker gave me a starbucks gift card, inside saying thanks so much for being such a huge help the past few weeks. it was very sweet and uplifting! and the other day my boss pretty much gave me their 2 year old minolta digital camera because they just bought a digital rebel and don't...
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it's been awhile...
my room mate moved out on tuesday. says her uncle will pay her rent until we or she finds a replacement. now lets see if she keeps here word... and just in case, i got her uncles # from my landlord (he's her co signer). i'm really fucking glad shes gone. what a psycho retard. plus she left her tripod and an...
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crazy week.
i started on monday, the 17th. things were going great and melissa and i got along great, and i thought that was awesome because she was my supervisor and the person i'd be dealing with the most.
wednesday, she was asked to stay home because of this crazy drama with a collection agency calling the company asking for her saying they owe 1700....
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andy has a job interview!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is HUGE news, at least to me.

i'm going to ohio for a few days, leaving at 6am. it'll be the first time we are away from eachother since we met. i'm going to miss him :-( but i'll be able to appreciate him so much more once i get back. i love you beebee.

I GOT THE JOB!

she checked my references today, said they all gave glowing reviews, and she and everyone else loves me. she told my mother in law that she wanted to hire me on the spot! and told audrey (from my former employer) that the creative design position is open and is mine in less than 6 months if i prove myself.

i am...
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FUCK YESSSS


i had an interview with level10design. i met with melissa and matt.. the interview went GREAT. i'm up for the receptionist/CREATIVE DESIGNER position! and theres more oppourtunities for growth with that! she wanted me to come in on monday and meet with the owner..

she asked me to email her some samples of my work, so I did that and just called her...
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still no job. i am so stressed, worried, angry. i cry all the time wondering whats going to happen to us.
i have 2 interviews tomorrow. i NEED to land a job. i am going to look my best and try my hardest to get these people to realize that they need me. i must be doing something wrong. 6 interviews and no job? HGDGDF....
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i've been sick (i'm coming out of it though) and tired and so stressed about working. i've had like 5 interviews out here and still, nothing. i feel very undesirable. i had one at 10 this morning and have another at 2.

so when we got our internet installed like less than 2 weeks ago, apparently the guy installed it wrong.
how do we know?...
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