Some of you may have been wondering what the hell is going on.
I deleted all of my journal entries and comments earlier because my fianc had read them and announced, "We need to talk." That was one of those talks that made me feel like everything that was wrong with our relationship was my fault and all my new interests (including SG) were evil. So I deleted everything. I also quietly made plans to leave entirely.
Yesterday I packed up all my stuff (it all fit in the back seat and trunk of the car - I don't have very much stuff) and made arragements to stay with a friend. When I came home to return the car and say good-bye, he broke down. Then I cried, too, and I ended up going and getting all my stuff and bringing it back.
So, yeah. I'm back, in both senses of the word, and I think my fianc and I are okay now. I don't feel like he's going to judge me anymore and he wants to do things with me again, and I'm going to try to include him in what I'm doing more.
One good thing I got out of this was a new cell phone. At least in Alberta, Rogers sucks, and I'm glad to be back with Telus. Now I'll be able to drive to my parents' house again without there being a chunk of the trip where the phone doesn't work. And, should I find myself in Edmonton, roaming numbers work so I don't have to pay so much long distance.
And we went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last night. It was great.
So anyway, my apologies for blowing everyone off like that. Also, apologies to danny_g for putting him through this bout of high drama.
I deleted all of my journal entries and comments earlier because my fianc had read them and announced, "We need to talk." That was one of those talks that made me feel like everything that was wrong with our relationship was my fault and all my new interests (including SG) were evil. So I deleted everything. I also quietly made plans to leave entirely.
Yesterday I packed up all my stuff (it all fit in the back seat and trunk of the car - I don't have very much stuff) and made arragements to stay with a friend. When I came home to return the car and say good-bye, he broke down. Then I cried, too, and I ended up going and getting all my stuff and bringing it back.
So, yeah. I'm back, in both senses of the word, and I think my fianc and I are okay now. I don't feel like he's going to judge me anymore and he wants to do things with me again, and I'm going to try to include him in what I'm doing more.
One good thing I got out of this was a new cell phone. At least in Alberta, Rogers sucks, and I'm glad to be back with Telus. Now I'll be able to drive to my parents' house again without there being a chunk of the trip where the phone doesn't work. And, should I find myself in Edmonton, roaming numbers work so I don't have to pay so much long distance.
And we went and saw Charlie and the Chocolate Factory last night. It was great.
So anyway, my apologies for blowing everyone off like that. Also, apologies to danny_g for putting him through this bout of high drama.
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rin:
i know!! i thought my shoes were broken in, too!!
goblintcat:
Actually, Me Mom and the Nils were old Montreal bands so very few people, unless they were from my neck of the woods would. You got the majors though! Dead Kennedys (with Jello) and the Misfits (with Danzig) would be amazing. Samhain is what Danzig formed after he left the Misfits but before he formed Danzig. Kind of obscure but really good! 