So I finally cut all contact with my ex-girlfriend. We broke up because I had to move from Washington State to South Carolina (military). I loved her and I wanted to marry. She knew this but wasn't ready. After I told it was ok because I didn't want to marry her if she wasn't ready, I'd wait. She finally told me she could love me without being in love with me. So contact has ceased until I've moved on.
So now I'm finally completely alone again. I come home to an empty house, no one to talk to, and no one to do anything with. I mean, I have friends and family to talk to but that's not what I"m looking for anymore. It's ok though. This gives me the chance to look for someone else that is worth pursuing and making happy. It just sucks knowing that I'm now "back to the drawing board".
I other news, I finally earned the next rank (Staff Sergeant). I have two years before I can test for the next rank, Technical Sergeant so until then, I'm going to study because I want to make the rank the first time.
So now I'm finally completely alone again. I come home to an empty house, no one to talk to, and no one to do anything with. I mean, I have friends and family to talk to but that's not what I"m looking for anymore. It's ok though. This gives me the chance to look for someone else that is worth pursuing and making happy. It just sucks knowing that I'm now "back to the drawing board".
I other news, I finally earned the next rank (Staff Sergeant). I have two years before I can test for the next rank, Technical Sergeant so until then, I'm going to study because I want to make the rank the first time.