WARNING: this journal entry is one big rant....
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
car broke down yesterday, which had to be the hottest day of the year so far (i think)....felt like it was at least 105 (that's probably just the heat index, i think it was 99 or 100)
ok car is gonna cost $400.......i've had with that piece of shit......i'm gonna fix it, but i'm now looking into buying a new car...i've never bought a car before, my dad gave me the car i have now back in '98 as a "you'd better stay in college or else i'm gonna make you pay for the car" present...it's a '96 olsmobile achieva. luckily my good friend and roomie littlecooter let me borrow her truck to drive to work today
i feel like i can never get ahead. I have been trying to save money to go to grad school and pay off my credit cards at the same time. At this rate, i'll never get to go. I'll be stuck in the deadend job selling drugs aka pharm tech. Blah......
To make matters worse, the zoloft that was working soo well is not covered on my insurance and i took my last pill on thursday. Can't go to the doctor cause my FUCKING car is broke and i had to cancel my 2nd appointment with the physical therapist for my back which is really bothering me now with all this stress..
Fuck, and my birthday is next week.
I decided i'd check on my credit score since I've never looked at it and i need to know what i'm dealing with when i go to purchase a new vehicle. Found out it is a 650. Is that good????
hope your week is going better than mine!
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
car broke down yesterday, which had to be the hottest day of the year so far (i think)....felt like it was at least 105 (that's probably just the heat index, i think it was 99 or 100)
ok car is gonna cost $400.......i've had with that piece of shit......i'm gonna fix it, but i'm now looking into buying a new car...i've never bought a car before, my dad gave me the car i have now back in '98 as a "you'd better stay in college or else i'm gonna make you pay for the car" present...it's a '96 olsmobile achieva. luckily my good friend and roomie littlecooter let me borrow her truck to drive to work today
i feel like i can never get ahead. I have been trying to save money to go to grad school and pay off my credit cards at the same time. At this rate, i'll never get to go. I'll be stuck in the deadend job selling drugs aka pharm tech. Blah......
To make matters worse, the zoloft that was working soo well is not covered on my insurance and i took my last pill on thursday. Can't go to the doctor cause my FUCKING car is broke and i had to cancel my 2nd appointment with the physical therapist for my back which is really bothering me now with all this stress..
Fuck, and my birthday is next week.
I decided i'd check on my credit score since I've never looked at it and i need to know what i'm dealing with when i go to purchase a new vehicle. Found out it is a 650. Is that good????
hope your week is going better than mine!
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Thanks babe
It cant rain all the time.
and yea, the hatchet/knife marks on my head and foot board, along wiht the stucko patches on the walls where i punched through could all spell out so much for family too....
its such a lost cause...i half want to move out, say fuck college for now, ill go when I can afford it.....