lets pretend this blog is not a rant.
because inside my brain it actually is but i want to start writing more about happy stuff instead of only when i'm upset.
God, help me please.
i need a home by the weekend, if not, well... lets stick to the positive thought that i'll find a place this weekend.
i'm a good person, i swear i...
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because inside my brain it actually is but i want to start writing more about happy stuff instead of only when i'm upset.
God, help me please.
i need a home by the weekend, if not, well... lets stick to the positive thought that i'll find a place this weekend.
i'm a good person, i swear i...
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bruise:
<3
<3
miss3ing:
Like this one <3 Love ya and miss ya like hell. Today (because halloween came to town) and everyday at least one thought it will try to reach you u.u
tired.
done.
longest and most tiring 5 months so far.
i'm tired of the loneliness.
most of all.... it's my fault, because of my expectations out of people.
so there you go.... fuck it, i'm done and now i start the building cave process until i fix myself hopefully....
-just in case you are wondering-
nothing bad has happened to me lately, i'm just not...
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done.
longest and most tiring 5 months so far.
i'm tired of the loneliness.
most of all.... it's my fault, because of my expectations out of people.
so there you go.... fuck it, i'm done and now i start the building cave process until i fix myself hopefully....
-just in case you are wondering-
nothing bad has happened to me lately, i'm just not...
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zenfish:
thank you for appearing on my wall.
I don't know if I want to stay in Prince George or not.
I want to salvage this, I want to change and learn... I always have.
But somehow, I just fail at it.
I don't want to live in a dirty apartment, forgetting to do any chores.
I really want to change.
Badly.
It's for me and her that I need to.
I don't know if I want to stay in Prince George or not.
I want to salvage this, I want to change and learn... I always have.
But somehow, I just fail at it.
I don't want to live in a dirty apartment, forgetting to do any chores.
I really want to change.
Badly.
It's for me and her that I need to.
zenfish:
friend of mine is comingt o get me for a drive.
I haven't slept in like 20 hours.
Plus I'm sick, and feeling like it's getting worse.
I haven't slept in like 20 hours.
Plus I'm sick, and feeling like it's getting worse.
i'm a bit worried.
i haven't found a new place to move in yet and my landlord have been showing my room a lot i must say....
god/world/murphy whoever is out there help me please....
Thanks,
--Me
i haven't found a new place to move in yet and my landlord have been showing my room a lot i must say....
god/world/murphy whoever is out there help me please....
Thanks,
--Me
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lethal:
gracias linda 
gracias linda 
cudnovati:
gracias por al apoyo doa M. si, s que talvz fu un riesgo hacer ese concepto y pues obvio no es perfecto pero te agredezco tu critica constructiva! el prximo ser mejor : )
ya encontraste apartamento?
ah y tienes que terminar de ver Dogtooth, al menos para que digas que no te gust :p
ya encontraste apartamento?
ah y tienes que terminar de ver Dogtooth, al menos para que digas que no te gust :p
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zebrah:
save room on there for me! lol
araid:
sigh* es impresionante lo mucho que te extrao. Hay das que son ms difciles que otros, pero todos los das de la vida me haces falta. Mis gatos no me quieren =( y Mi trabajo apesta.
Me encanta el trampoln xD se ve divirtidsimo! Pero seguro que si yo salto me rompo algo =(
Te quiero, tonta =) <3 MWah
Me encanta el trampoln xD se ve divirtidsimo! Pero seguro que si yo salto me rompo algo =(
Te quiero, tonta =) <3 MWah
I'm back.
money is going away, still no jobs, not under the table, not at all, but still happy!
enjoying the sun and the rain that just arrived today.
moving "hopefully" closer into the city this end of the month "cross fingers for me" please!
and "trying" (not at all) to focus my attention into my career and important things.
i was trying today the...
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money is going away, still no jobs, not under the table, not at all, but still happy!
enjoying the sun and the rain that just arrived today.
moving "hopefully" closer into the city this end of the month "cross fingers for me" please!
and "trying" (not at all) to focus my attention into my career and important things.
i was trying today the...
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xhippykid:
Ooops I meant got! I know you already live there.... 
missprint:
Awww. The lighting is really pretty and so are you!!!
Sending good vibes your way and hoping money/employment/housing works out for the best!
Sending good vibes your way and hoping money/employment/housing works out for the best!
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cassiel:
Hooray!
cudnovati:
epa!
And it's Monday
So i guess the whole love/sad stories are now growing old for me i know it's been only a couple days!
I just wanted to have a happier blog, 'cause i feel i'm back to my happy old self again
Yesterday i went out and hanged out with dpgc44 and it was awesome, he took me to japantown which i haven't...
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So i guess the whole love/sad stories are now growing old for me
i know it's been only a couple days!I just wanted to have a happier blog, 'cause i feel i'm back to my happy old self again
Yesterday i went out and hanged out with dpgc44 and it was awesome, he took me to japantown which i haven't...
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gaylordy:
thank you for the kind words lil sper 
and teaching you that stuff in one day??? mmmmhhh...maybe crush at my place for a week?
and teaching you that stuff in one day??? mmmmhhh...maybe crush at my place for a week?
bruise:
thnks ..
love your sleepy eyes <3
love your sleepy eyes <3
Saturday - a new beginning.
I'm not sure when is my account here about to die, but is supposed to happen soon i believe.
Today my place is empty again, Bruce left just this morning at 8.30am after hanging out last night together and remembering our days and making me company for the past 3 weeks with all of the ups and downs that happened....
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I'm not sure when is my account here about to die, but is supposed to happen soon i believe.
Today my place is empty again, Bruce left just this morning at 8.30am after hanging out last night together and remembering our days and making me company for the past 3 weeks with all of the ups and downs that happened....
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mildots:
Hugs my dear.
araid:
La manera en que lo dices hace que todo suene ms lindo u.u igual sabamos que t eres mejor persona de lo que piensas. Siempre terminas superndote.
Definitivamente fue el mejor cumplido que te pudieran dar. Primero porque es bellsimo y segundo por su precisin! "What you see is what you get" y eso es genial =)
Te quiero, tontuela!
Definitivamente fue el mejor cumplido que te pudieran dar. Primero porque es bellsimo y segundo por su precisin! "What you see is what you get" y eso es genial =)
Te quiero, tontuela!
Wednesday...
I'm in a better mental shape already and sf is being sunny a lot, i like that.
i now have 3 weeks off of school and i think i did good on my summer term considering all the circumstances, right now i'm just trying to figure out what to do with my 3 weeks off.
He'll be staying still for 2 more weeks but...
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I'm in a better mental shape already and sf is being sunny a lot, i like that.
i now have 3 weeks off of school and i think i did good on my summer term considering all the circumstances, right now i'm just trying to figure out what to do with my 3 weeks off.
He'll be staying still for 2 more weeks but...
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missprint:
Glad you are feeling better!
Hmmm. Don't know the area well enough to recommend a road trip.
As for activities to keep you busy and make you feel awesome, have you tried volunteering at an animal shelter or a non-profits arts center for kids? Volunteering at an arts organization is a great way to meet other like-minded artists
Hmmm. Don't know the area well enough to recommend a road trip.
As for activities to keep you busy and make you feel awesome, have you tried volunteering at an animal shelter or a non-profits arts center for kids? Volunteering at an arts organization is a great way to meet other like-minded artists
missprint:
I thought I remembered something about you volunteering at a shelter
Hope you are well on your way to feeling like a million bucks!
Some cuteness for you!
xoxoko
Hope you are well on your way to feeling like a million bucks!
Some cuteness for you!
xoxoko
bleh.
i'm a complete mess. i want to be fixed back to what i am always.
i'm a complete mess. i want to be fixed back to what i am always.
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darke:
Time and fortitude.
Stab a clown, that always cheers me up
Stab a clown, that always cheers me up