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Finding yourself among an infinite ocean of fish

Sep 14, 2016
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Happy hump day SG,

I've been thinking a lot (as usual) in general but mostly about how to find a way to be happy and lead a good chill life.
This past weekend I figured out many realizations just for myself and thought, It'd be nice to write about it so I might try writing more at some point but to make it short.

Don't make excuses, specially about others:

I have this tendency which I'm making an effort to leave behind, I tell myself I believe I have a 99% of intuition about people (like you can feel they don't like you, there's no good chemistry for friendship or at all, etc) and I would eventually find out later they'd talk bad about me, or I'd also feel uncomfortable of having to go to places people I didn't like would be at.

This past week I figured, I can't make "excuses" about my behavior anymore (such as not wanting to go to a place) because others will be there, I shouldn't be affected by people that complain about me or just don't click with me, I should be able to be fine about myself because I actually know who I am and I like being nice/good, so I'll just be nice to everybody even if they are not clicking, it doesn't cost anything and it doesn't break my good vibe.

------------------ end of being in an Infinite ocean of fish ------------------------

In other things I'm still job hunting for a more steady job, but started my regular teaching k12 kids again this week and also got 2 new design clients :)

Here's a photo dump from my phone

Also the other day one of my newer hopefuls had her set debut on Member review @caliconfidential in Wine Fine
This set is different for me since it's the first one shot in my current apartment (which is tiny) and just unbounced loads of natural light for most of it <3 and @caliconfidential is a really fun gal <3


which also leads me to a big shout out to a couple of members here on SG, my really amazing fellow friend @remod66 has been a friend for the longest here on SG and out of here too, always very welcoming and supportive of all of my sets and new hopefuls <3 if you aren't friends with him yet please do, I have met with him and his beautiful wife back in the day, they are so very welcoming and amazing people :)

And @illuminaughty an amazing beautiful fierce strong woman, I see more of her life on Instagram but I really can't express how much I appreciate all of the support I get in my photography from both of you <3

That's it for now <3 I hope you all are having a beautiful day and week and I wish you just love, peace and happiness always <3
xox
Mary
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merryboudoir on instagram

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marysa:
@illuminaughty I just long to meet you one day in person even if it's just to hang out <3 just want to hear more of you, I definitely lack fear in many areas as well :) but definitely hold many interests including learning more about people, which includes you and the way you see & say things, mwwwah! 
Sep 15, 2016
freakme:
Lovely blog! No more excuses me too, lovely photos as well, love your smile :)
Sep 27, 2016

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