Saturday - a new beginning.
I'm not sure when is my account here about to die, but is supposed to happen soon i believe.
Today my place is empty again, Bruce left just this morning at 8.30am after hanging out last night together and remembering our days and making me company for the past 3 weeks with all of the ups and downs that happened.
I have no idea where does my love story fits with this goodbye, in what part or list, he said in peaceful goodbyes.
Somehow it's true, i told him he could still call this place home and that i was his friend because when we love others they are always with us and i stick to my words.
Deep inside i know this is the best, i just feel a bit tired today, i cried a little when he left, he held me last night and this morning while we talked, he said he liked me still... i told him i loved him still and that everything was fine.
I wish him the best and hope he finds himself or whatever is that he needs.
I feel mostly sad to think that i'm by myself in this city, the plane tickets home are atm around 1200$ to 1900$ so home is not an option, i'm gonna watch "Spirited away" probably take a nap and will try going out to buy me a bag and shoes if possible.
There's a guy who said we might hang today (ok C/Stupid, but i need to start somewhere) i might do that if he comes around today... it would be nice to share a drink and stories with somebody.
And that's it friends.... how does a breakup ends in my life nowadays, i consider myself more human than ever today and i got a great compliment a few days ago from a native american mr. "i look at you and i can tell how real you are from sooo far away and i appreciate that" he made my night and i thanked him, after that he just left.
love to all.
S
I'm not sure when is my account here about to die, but is supposed to happen soon i believe.
Today my place is empty again, Bruce left just this morning at 8.30am after hanging out last night together and remembering our days and making me company for the past 3 weeks with all of the ups and downs that happened.
I have no idea where does my love story fits with this goodbye, in what part or list, he said in peaceful goodbyes.
Somehow it's true, i told him he could still call this place home and that i was his friend because when we love others they are always with us and i stick to my words.
Deep inside i know this is the best, i just feel a bit tired today, i cried a little when he left, he held me last night and this morning while we talked, he said he liked me still... i told him i loved him still and that everything was fine.
I wish him the best and hope he finds himself or whatever is that he needs.
I feel mostly sad to think that i'm by myself in this city, the plane tickets home are atm around 1200$ to 1900$ so home is not an option, i'm gonna watch "Spirited away" probably take a nap and will try going out to buy me a bag and shoes if possible.
There's a guy who said we might hang today (ok C/Stupid, but i need to start somewhere) i might do that if he comes around today... it would be nice to share a drink and stories with somebody.
And that's it friends.... how does a breakup ends in my life nowadays, i consider myself more human than ever today and i got a great compliment a few days ago from a native american mr. "i look at you and i can tell how real you are from sooo far away and i appreciate that" he made my night and i thanked him, after that he just left.
love to all.
S
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Definitivamente fue el mejor cumplido que te pudieran dar. Primero porque es bellsimo y segundo por su precisin! "What you see is what you get" y eso es genial =)
Te quiero, tontuela!